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The feeling i wake up with every morning
The knot in my stomach as i lay in bed
and everything in between is pain
The feeling i get when i look in the mirror
The words they say behind my back
and everything in between is pain
The hunger for the answer i'll never find
The empty hopeless eyes in my reflection
and everything in between is pain
The knife that draws on my arm each time i lose control
The blood that falls from wounds to an empty cold floor
and everything in between is pain
The advice that i'm too scared to use..
The confusion my mind cannot handle much longer
and everything inbetween is pain
The hate that i so strongly feel for myself
The insecurities that drive me insane
and everything in between is pain
The need to be loved and love someone too
The imperfections I love to hate
and everything in between is pain
The mistakes i make and so pitifully regret
The fake smile i wear on my face each day
and everything in between is pain
The wish that everything would be okay..
The me that is so very sick of all the..
PAIN..........
this one is called anything but nothing....
yesterday i was,
today i am,
tomorrow i'll be,
forever nothing...
always have,
always am,
always will be,
forever nothing...
every before,
every now,
every after,
forever nothing...
every day gone by,
this moment,
the rest of eternity,
forever nothing...
each second,
each minute,
each hour,
wishing i were,
anything but nothing...
this one is called ridicule...
Ridiculed
Such a freak
Stupid loser
What a geek
I get angry
Bottle it up inside
Til I'm alone in my room
The tears are cried
Turn up the volume
Plug my ears
Scream inside
Angry tears
Look in the mirror
Disgusted with what I see
Despise it all
Everything about me
They made me this way
So insecure
Walked all over
So unsure
Want to end it all
Scream and shout
Break down
Let the anger out
Silently dying
Living in pain
Slowly murdered
A life down the drain....
this one is called a single tear...
A single tear
Runs down my cheek
It hits the ground
Slices through the silence like a knife
A drop of blood
Runs down my arm
Ends in a crimson pool
Of hurt and anger
A bead of sweat
Runs down my neck
A warm drop
Of fear and pain
A million tears
Drowning the creaking of the floor.
As I rock back and forth-
Silence
A scarlet sea
Flows down my arm
Engulfs the wound
Releases the anger
A stream of sweat
Trickles down my back
Relief from the pain
To a better place now
this one is called Wish I could...
Wish i could,
But i cant,
Know I should.,
But i shant.,
Hope I will,
But I wont
Thought I did,
But I dont...
Things seem good,
Then they go bad,
Hope things change,
They make me mad,
My mind goes crazy,
Because of this,
Ill take these things out,
Out on my wrist,
I get angry
Grab a knife,
So very sick
Of my rotten life
I know its wrong,
To want to die,
But its also its better
Than telling a lie,
I want to be happy,
I want to be glad,
But all i can be,
Is just be sad,
Sad in the morning,
Sad at night..
So very sad
There's no more light...
No more hope..
It's all gone away
Wish I could've kept it
Wish this night would turn to day..
I just wish one good thing
would happen to me,
Is life worth living?
Will it all be okay?
cause all i keep thinkin
Is I dont wanna live another day...
this one is called I'm sick of myself
i look into the mirror
cringe at what i see
stare into the hollow eyes
that are staring back at me
as i gaze into my empty eyes
tears spill onto my face
and i bury my head in my hands
because i am a disgrace
i'm sick of feeling like this
i'm sick of being afraid
i want to escape
all these boundaries i've made..
hope ya enjoyed em bye
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