1 aaa Love Hurts...
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On the first day of school we barely knew each other we only did through friends. Our lockers were right beside each others and we thought that was cool because we both flirted alot... Well one day we were talking on AOL IM and he invited me over to his house. I thought AWESOME that cute guy with a twin wants me to come over hes good at all sports and really tall and strong just how i like emSo i went to his house and i took a friend because i hadn't really ever dated or went to guys houses... It was fun We walked around his neighborhood and threw around a football and played with his pets.. and talked.. alot When 8:00 came around it was time for my friend to leave and he wanted me to stay longer so we could spend sometime together alone.. so i did We watched Lion King and ate supper together.. I know lion king is for lil kids but its a cute movie and its sad :o( Well when 11:00 rolled around we didnt have enough of each other and we were outside waiting for my dad to come pick me up... We were just standing outside looking up into the starry sky holding hands together... I thought wow i am really falling for this guy Hes soo sweet and fun to be with How couldn't i? Tall w/blond brown hair bright blue eyes... muscles... nice family sporty the whole 9 yards Everything Well we were standing there and he looked down at me and i was still looking at the stars... Then i looked at him and we shared our first kiss.. I fell soo in love with him right then and there (don't forget we had been talking for awhile) I thought things would be awesome We went out for 8 great months and then we broke up over nothing... it was the worst day of my life I thought i was seriously going to die.. i couldn't breathe or eat or sleep all i did was cried... it was almost like he didn't care. then we stayed broken up all summer.. we talked all summer and then when school came back around he was with his X-g/f and we had alot of classes together and she liked someone else and i liked him alot.. i missed him and all the fun we had together.. we started to go back out soon after school started and we had sex.. BIG OUCH.. it hurt our relationship but then it made us closer in a sense.. it was weird... It was both of our first times.. It was like a movie or something... Well soon after that he started to have bad mood swings and wouldn't be able to control himself.. I thought oh he just had a bad day.. i mean the kid has straight A's money and an AWESOME family whom i loved and still love like my own He started to hit me and call me names eventally... and i thought to myself he will change he will hes worth the pain and wait... soon he was brekaing up with me for new girls every week and then the same night calling me back and asking me back out... and i was stupid enough to say Yes. Everytime. I wish i wouldn't have because hes put me through sooo much pain that i can't even explain it.. Right now i have found this really AWESOME guy... old fashioned likes to pay for my stuff and take me out and have fun not sit and have sex and watch a movie everytime we hangout... Hes never had sex which is great.. because i don't plan on doing it again.. My X-boyfriend right now is jelous and going through a phase of trying to get who ever he can but no one in my school likes him because they all know what he has done to me.. Even his bestfriends would try to get me to tell his mom that he hit me or the school or anyone because they all knew he was wrong and wanted him to get help and to stop.. but its too late because i can't watch over him.. i have a new angel in my life hesss sooooo sweet i can't believe i actaully found someone like hiM i will write more sometime.. But girls if you ever find yourself in an abusive relationship or one based on sex.. please get out PLEASE It will hurt you like it did me but now its worth it i thought My X was the only one for me.. but now i know there is actually better and just because everyone thought he was nice and a good kid doens't mean he is... I love him still and would do anything for him.. because i am tryingto be his friend but i can't stand it sometimes.. hes a jerk Dont' put up with bull crap You can always find someone better
-Love Soccer Princess 21 J.N.W
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