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A week ago, I lost my best friend. We knew eachother since we were born-our mom's were best friends. She was so awesome, you wouldnt imagine. She was funny, comforting, and had a warm heart. But the problem was, she wasn't happy with herself. Her ex-boyfriend in which I hate now...dumped her, her family was fighting alot, she would go through mood swings...one minute she'd be happy, then next minute shes sitting there starring and something or just upset. I really didn't think anything of it...thought it was PMS. Well Thursday (May 22, 2003) she decided to end it all...she had cut her arms and o.d on pills, and tried all that stuff and she suceeded in killing herself...like she wanted. Didn't think she would do anything like that...but it happened. I love and miss her so much. She was the greatest person ever. I remember going in to her room...seeing all of her things, and then the worst thing was seeing some blood on the floor. I cried my eyes out, and still do so much. Her wake was so sad, and so was the funeral. Seeing her in the cascet(sp) just lying there, not moving, laughing like she always used to, or talking. There were so many things I wanted to tell her, but I just didn't, but at the wake, I made sure I told her I will always miss her and that she's always going to be my best friend. When people talking about killing themselves, it just upsets me now because I actually lost my BEST FRIEND because she killed herself. I wish I would have actually looked more in to her or asked her whats wrong and I'm so angry at myself for it...I still can't believe she's gone. This is horrible for me. Ok that's all...I LOVE YOU CHRISTY I'LL ALWAYS MISS YOU
Submitted by brokenpieceofme1@yahoo.com 64
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