1 A LETTER TO MY BABI, SHAUN 1
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From the first time that I met you...I knew that I would never be able to forget you. I can't even begin to describe the feeling that took over my body the first time you kissed me, touched me and hugged me. After that "very special" night we spent together, I can't seem to get enough of you. You are on my mind every second of the day. I want to talk to you all the time. The hardest thing for me to deal with is the way you are always busy. It seems like you are too busy for me or that you don't want to talk to me. It really hurts me...I feel like I want to cry. When you say that you're gonna call and you never do...it hurts me soo much. You say that I always sound soo "down"...it's because you're not here by my side. Despite the big age difference...my feelings for you will never change. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I look forward to talking to you everyday...cuz that means for at least 1 hour I am your main focus...also cuz it shows me that I actually DO cross your mind.
The things you say to me...never leave my head. Everything that you say to me sticks with me. I will never forget them. The one thing about me is that I always take EVERYTHING to heart...especially if they are coming from your mouth. I seriously don't think you know how much you mean to me...I just wish you did know. I don't want to tell you cuz I am afraid that I will just chase you away...and believe me that is the last thing that i wanna do at this point in my life.
I know it may sound a little pathetic but I have broken up with my boyfriend of a year and a half to be with you. I have never told you until now. You mean sooo much to me Shaun...and I don't wanna lose that. I know you said that you wanna be with me..but then you also said that you don't want a girlfriend rite now...I totally understand that but it hurts me very much. :( Basically the main thing I want you to get out of this dedication is that I love you Shaun...I have never had this feeling in my life before. You are the first person that has ever seemed to care about me. I never want to lose you Shaun. Please take this to heart.
All My Life (all my, my life, I'd sacrifice for you)
Sacrifice (baby, I'd sacrifice for you, baby I'd sacrifice)
After that rising sun
Is another day begun
I won't live without you
Won't be without you
I'm beggin you to stay (Can't you just understand I just don't wanna be with you?)
Those are for you Shaun. I just hope you feel the same way towards me
Love (Hugs and Kisses),
Nikki
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