1 >When Nothing Goes Right
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I can't help it i'm either mad or sad
I used to believe in wishing on stars
But now i know it's as real as people living on Mars
It seems like i'm in this world all alone
And i'm as dead to everyone as a stone
My best friend can't even talk to me about things
When i think bout that, it not only hurts, it stings
I think she found another best friend
Even though I thought we'd be best friends til the end
I hate the fact she can't talk to me
But she can just go to other people so easily
My parents are fightin all the time
My mom thinks loving my dad is a crime
My dad just tries way to hard
I've heard them scream and fight and now i've been scarred
Now is when you find out who your true friends are
From the ones that are trying to stay afar
I wish it could go back to how it used to be
When i didn't have to worry bout stupid shit and be free
I miss my best friend and what we had
But she has others and seems to be glad
No one will ever be able to take her place
She will always win the best friend race
She's always been there and had my back
But now all the sudden our friendship lacks
I hope i can figure out a way to fix it before it's too late
Before she decides i'm the one she wants to hate
I know i've taken our friendship for granted
But it's somethin i thought i'd always have, like it was planted
I know that i am at part to blame
I just wish we could go back and be the same
Now i have to find out what's on her mind
From other people or through a vine
I hate what it's come to and how it has been
But i'm hopin to change it and learn from this sin
My boy and I have finally ended
I wish it didn't happen but our relationship couldn't be mended
I still love him, with all of my heart
But it is better for us to be apart
I love him, but he loves another
And it's not his dad or his mother
She has screwed him over in the past
And i know if they get together they will not last
I wish he could see that and would just stay away
But it's not my place to tell him what to do or say
As long as he's happy i guess i can deal
Even if the love i have for him is real
I still care for him, and i hope he's happy
I just hope he doesn't get hurt, or treated crappy
He could do so much better than what she is
But there's nothin i can do to make him realize this
We'll still be friends no matter what he decides to do
Whether he wants to get with her, or someone new
I love my dad and he has tried so hard
But he should've given up my mom has up a guard
She won't give in and he should let her go
That way she'll find out what she really needs to know
We are her family and nothing can change that
Not even the people she meets in an internet chat
Maybe if she leaves things will become clear
And maybe she'll miss her husband, her love, her dear
Even if she decides that a divorce is for the better
I still may not talk to her, even if she writes me a letter
She's pushed me away through all of this crap
Hopefully she'll see that she just put herself in a trap
I'm gonna live with my dad, no matter what she tries
Nothin will change my mind, not even if she cries
She's torn my family completely apart
She should've know that this would happen from the start
She's hurt my brother, me and my dad
And obviously she can't see what she had
Sure my dad has made some mistakes
But we all have faults, troubles, and fakes
She hasn't been perfect her entire life
But my dad never thought of her not being his wife
I really hate this guy she talks to
I'm sure that he has encouraged her to what she wants to do
Which is to divorce from my dad, which is leaving us
My brother said he's goin with dad too, that's a plus
This guy doesn't even live close to here
He lives in Minnesota, which is just weird
She's probably never met the man
But she'll listen to him about givin my dad the can
I really wish someone would knock some sense into her
Then maybe her emotions wouldn't be quite as stirred
Then life maybe wouldn't be so bad
And then my family would still be me, my brother, mom, and dad
My best friend is driftin away
And my mom doesn't want to stay
I'll do everything i can to get my best friend back
Our friendship is something i need, and i right now it's something i lack
I hope that by now you can probably tell
That i hate my life, and it's a living hell
The people that are closest to me in my life
Are the ones that are causing all this pain and strife
This will all make me stronger once i figure it out
The only thing about that, is finding that route
Most of what's goin on is out of my hands
But i will do whatever i can
To change the things that suck in my life
Before i don't end up doin somethin stupid with a knife
PLEASE EMAIL ME AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT IT..
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