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The day I was asked to explain what missing you was like.
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The day I was asked what missing you was like, was the day when I got my head together and realised that I wanted to tell the whole world. We were told we could talk of anyone, anyone we liked, but I chose you, because of everyone in my life so far, you're the one I miss the most...
I miss the way that although we never saw each other - due to distance, time and probably a few excuses - you were still so close to me, that everyday, I could feel your soul next to mine. Your soul and mine were always joined, I hope they remain joined, until the day I die, for although I may have lost you to another - I got to keep that part of your soul that I wanted so badly.
You were only a boyfriend, we weren't to be married, we were too young to do anything drastic, we weren't destined with forever, but you affected me more than most I know, because - unlike so many others - you cared about me, and when you said 'I love you' for the first time, I knew you might just mean it.
Before you arrived in my life I had been really lost, and although my friends were good to me and made me smile, they didn't fill that part that you filled up, ever - the fact that you took away the feeling does not matter to me, I felt it and that's why it counts.
You were my brother, my father, my uncle, my cousin, as well as my best friend and as well as my boyfriend - I will try to explain although it's hard and a little embarrasing.
You were like my brother for the connection we had was strange, we fought a lot but always ended up laughing over it in the end.
You were like my father because you were like what all father's should be for their daughters - patient, kind, understanding, but very strict. You never let me mess around too much and when you were around you were so tall and strong, I have never felt safer around anyone else, but you.
You were my uncle and cousin for similar reasons, just little things you did - the connection felt between us.
You were a boyfriend to me - the best - for you loved me and never forgot to tell me or let me know at least once a day...
You were afraid of love, a bit like me, for you'd been hurt too, and I always wondered if that's why you could understand me so well, why you never pushed me or made me go too far.
I love you - and I always will - the fact you can't return those feelings and have gone away, don't lower my opinion of you, I never will lower my opinion of you.
So many are jealous of you, even if they've never met you you - because they know you've touched a part of me that they can't ever reach - thankyou for being the one to touch my soul - I am eternally grateful.
Remember me - for writing this is my way of saying goodbye in a way, letting you go forever - I'm sorry you couldn't stay - I miss you - if you ever can come back to me...
Fliss xxx
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