1 aaaaaaaa by vrit
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blood rushes down to the tip,
your head is dizzy-
vision is blurry.
I want this pain to stop but how?
All I know its just for now.
Sooner or later ill b gone,
I keep telling myself it wont b long.
I’ve had enough-oh please let it end, I
cant make this pain my friend.
I’m drowning now, I cant feel it-
help me someone I just might regret it.
Its too late though-no turning back-
so many episodes id like to recap,
with the ones I love and hate,
but I wish they would reciprocate
the love I felt for each.
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts even more,
now from the inside its even worse.
A friend to talk, a feeling to share, no guts to spill, couldn’t let it out-
was too scared of the doubts.
I wish I could tell him how much he means to me-
I hate myself for feeling the way I feel.
But its over now, I wont b existing for long…
ill b history and the world will move on.
He’ll forget I was even there,
how I wish he’ll cry for me,
to see him wish I would be-
ah it hurts.
Why wont I stop bleeding?
Why is this a prolonged feeling?
It seemed easier –one little cut and the end of me,
but no- the pool keeps filling up…
when will my time be up?
My funeral is the day ill see who cares,
see if there any tears being shed-
if there are ill feel so bad,
want to hug them all with everything I had,
but when I was hurting no one was here
and that’s what keeps me from my fear.
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