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My name is Aleisha I am now 15 years old.
I began slitting my wrists in June when I was 13. I used to always think i was crazy and that no one loved me. So I tried commiting suiside, June 13th 2002.
I picked up the butcher knife that was lying down on the bench and inserted it into my wrist. I did not cry. I was to angry to feel any pain. But when I saw the blood, I soon after felt the pain and screamed. No one heard my shout. No one heard my cries. No one saw. Until then I heard the car pull into the driveway. In shock, the knife fell out from my hands and I raced to the bathroom. I then locked the door and washed my wrist under the sink. I could hear the groccery bags being put on the bench, and then I heard shouting. In fear, I screamed. Mum and her boyfriend always fought about me, and he came to me after they fought to drop his anger on me. To make me feel bad. To put me down and call me names. Cos that is exsatclly what he did. He began bashing on the door.
I threw my jumper on and came out. He looked at me and said what the hell was I doing? I ignored him and he followed me putting me down. I just went to my room and slammed the door in his face.
You see his been the main reason for me doing things I would never do.
His name is Peter and he
puts me down,says bad things about my family including my dad,says mean things to me and to many things to name. But it hurts. It hurts so much I just have to hurt myself.
The pain is incredibal.
I could die any day. I don't know what I am still doing here?
I will inform you on more of my life if you liked it. I just need to get it all out of my system.
Someone please help......
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