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as my breath gets shorter,
i remember things in order.
i finally stopped trying,
finally gave into dying.
all in one terrible day,
my last one, i guess i could say.
i gave up on all hope and love,
i even gave up on heaven above.
i sat on my bed,
and studied my scars, some pink, some red.
the tears flooded my eyes,
i was tired of telling all these lies.
i ran out of people to talk to,
i ran out of things to do.
i ran out of room on my wrist,
i still hadn't had my first kiss.
i couldn't get drugs enough,
i guess i just wasn't very tough.
i couldn't concentrate in school,
i must've looked like a f-ing fool.
my family wouldn't leave me alone,
i slowly stopped talking on the phone.
i felt like i had an ugly soul,
falling further into this black hole.
my problems weren't being solved,
i always hurt everyone involved.
for my actions, finally i took the blame,
i finally gave into all of my shame.
so i took a knife,
and made a deep slit,
too bad i really can't feel it.
i'm going to bleed to death,
no happiness in me left.
it's over, no lie
i tightly close each
eye and wait to die
goodbye
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