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right as i said these things may seem so stupid and petty to you but they are really upsetting me.
well my weight is totally getting me down - and im so obsessed with it that now i can even judge myself by wether i am fat or thin or whatever. people tell me im not fat but i just dont believe them and i think i may be an anorexic and have been skipping meals for quite some time now, yet sometimes i starve myself for so long that i end up binge eating and then feel ashamed and annoyed with myself and start doing excesive exercise. i know this really isnt good but i dont know why its happening and i often thing why me? its like as if no one is listening. im also quite short which doesnt really bother me that much and its probably one of the only things in life that doesnt really bother me. i have also lately smoked weed, which is ofcourse getting me no where and a lot of my friends smoke so i feel pressurised into doing it - i know pathetic isnt it?
another thing that is getting me down is something that will sound like something that is totally not a big deal but you may well understand where im coming from.
well basically all thats happened is that i met this guy and i was never like incredibly keen on him when i first met him but he suddenly started to fall in love with one of my best mates. i became more and more jealous, the more he said sweet things to her, touched her and generally being her boyfriend made me jealous. but the problem was that i felt like we were in the same league (we both really really liked the guy) but she was just winning the whole time. ofcourse i have never told anyone this but she is like my best mate though so i shouldnt really be getting jealous but i have just found myself basically trying to break them up without even knowing im doing it and its just getting me down so much i just want help. i also have quite a wild side to me which people usually tend to concentrate on and its so horrible having a reputaion for being wild and all these things that go around about me about all the crazy things i have done. and people judge me on this before they have even met me. so please if there is anyone out there who cares (there probably wont be as no one else does) then please reply to this and tell me what you think - basically wether you think i am being stupid and self-centered or wether you think i am in a difficult position and you can see where i am coming from. thanx so much for reading i also really want to be a cheerleader but im too scared to go and try out please help ps thanx for reading x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x
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