1 A Milley’s Diary of thoughts part 1
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Dear Diary,
Today I realised something, I don’t like what I see in the mirror I’m ugly, he’s never going to fancy me. Matt tries to say I’m his girl and I’m beautiful but I hate everything about myself. Look I write rocky/pop stuff but I’m this geek who walks around the school thinking I’m superior. I just want to have some fun and try new stuff. I hate being so clever and so perfect all the time. Jo I love her and everything but even she gets on my nerves. She’d be so better off with Julie I can see how close they are. My dad thinks I’m so clever too, I think everyone are expecting too much of me, my exams are soon and I can’t take the pressure. Why can’t I be in a big famous band with lots of money rather than going to university? And that homework I don’t want to do it at all. In fact I couldn’t give stuff what Mrs Bloom thinks. All I know is that I, Milley Georgia McDonald, am not the same little girl that I once was.
April 12th
Dear Diary,
I have had enough now, that’s it of school. If I wear that blooming blazer one more time And Matt he can go to hell. I broke our relationship because he hates my new way of thinking. I need a more mature guy. Sure Jo, you cow, take him I know you fancy him. I never want to go back to that place – and guess what I quit the band. I know it was my life but Roses for an Arrival is a stupid name and the songs were pants. I like Treacherous; I still can’t believe my best mate is going to be famous. I saw him again today he’s so gorgeous though, we kissed under the oak tree it was so romantic. He told me that his band were playing a few dates at different clubs and asked me if I wanted to sing with them. I can’t wait. He loves my voice. My ticket to fame. He told me that he likes my piercing even if dad and Matt don’t. I don’t care either it’s my ugly face how uglier can I get from a ring on my bottom lip? I want another tattoo next that’s my next mission, apart from making it big of course.
April 30th
Dear Diary,
Tomorrow’s the big night. We’re setting off early tomorrow morning so I’m staying at James’ house again. He’s reassured me that everything’s going to be fine so I’m trying not to be nervous but inside my stomach is hurting. I was sick again this morning probably nerves. Treacherous, the band members all love me I just know their manager will be pleased too. We’ve been drinking a lot recently but we decided not to tonight, James is so sensible. We had a walk through Wakeville woods today with a picnic the weather was super. I would have hated to have been stuck in the classroom on a day like this. I’m mad yes I know I am not being rational but I’m a teenager we’re meant to mess things up. I don’t think I’m messing my life up I am determined to become a singer one day. I think dad is used to the idea by now but even he’s furious, his little girl should be getting her As. am I in love? Yes. I’ve loved him almost forever, we’re inseparable, and he’s even written songs about me.
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