1 A Milley’s Diary of thoughts part 2
Rating: PG-13
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Dear Hotel Notepaper (in substitute for my lost diary)
I’ve got nothing. I’ve been so foolish I really thought he loved me. I thought I was going to be a star. My bag’s gone and I’ve got not money to stay another night at the hotel. Yesterday was excellent though, I got so much attention and I even got to sign a couple of autographs. The rest is a bit of a blur my head hurts and I’ve been sick many times. I managed to chat to the hotel manager and he’s done me a deal, he wants me to perform tomorrow so he’s let me stay for free an extra couple of nights. I am still so angry though. I woke up in his room and he had gone without me. Aren’t I going to become a singer after all, I now have yet another chance to prove that I am good. Gosh I feel ugly and fat. I cried for an hour but realised that James isn’t worth it. I’ve got to be a strong Milley, I’ve got to come up with a plan how to get home, yet I can’t face going back to Wakeville. I’m confused.
May 5th
Dear Hotel Notepaper,
Today is the last day I am going to have shelter, the hotel manager even though he knew I played with Treacherous he has to let me go. Don’t get me wrong the hotel is gorgeous, luxurious and an escape from reality but now I’m going to have to face the biggest challenge ever, finding someplace to go. As they say the streets are no place for a young lady like me. It’s scary as I have no chance of being a star, I’m homeless and I’m sick. Just hope I find myself a new man who’ll take care of me. I knew all James cared for was his band, I was just kidding myself. Our 3 year gap is probably the reason I’m just a “schoolgirl” even if I am not going. I had the strangest thought though, it was last night’s dream I was holding a baby in my arms and James’ arms around me. It was so lifelike and it really scared me. Yesterday though the guests loved me and I had a wonderful show. I did a few covers but the most shocking was my first song that I ever wrote it went so well. Maybe if I did singing at the roadside I could raise some money. Though however desperate I am I can’t show it, I’ll attract a weirdo.
May 6th
Dear yet another piece of notepaper,
Today I sang to earn enough money to buy a bacon sandwich. The hotel manager was so rude to me; he wouldn’t even let me have breakfast he told me that I had to go. I was tired, ill and it was 9am. I did a repeat of the songs at the previous concert and people just threw pennies at me. They wondered why a young girl was stood in a doorway of a shop but I was desperate. Anyway a cafe round the corner seemed like a good safe place it was called Simon’s Tearooms and the breakfast was cheap. I noticed that the poster of the other night’s gig was on the wall. James and his red guitar and then saying that I was a guest for the night then I realised that “for one night only” he’d lied to me; he said a tour not one night. After that a group of gorgeous blokes came through the door and all seemed very familiar. They all said how great I was the other night. They only came to grab takeaway teas so I was left all alone once again. Then the bell on the door rang and the door seemed to open in slow motion, a tall man with piercing brown eyes stepped through and went up to the counter. Then I heard Simon talking to him and then the came over and introduced me to his son, Jonathan. Simon had seen me in the shop doorway trying to raise money and noticed that I must be a poor homeless girl. So his son offered to let me stay on his sofa at his flat. I don’t suppose his fiance likes the idea of a younger prettier girl about the place. I must be lucky as long as I’m not in that doorway again.
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