1 AAAAAAAAAHH SCARED!!
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I'm 15 and i've thought alot about suicide for the past year or two. I now have a boyfriend who I care about alot, but it seems that he's the only good thing in my life. I don't want to hurt him, but I also don't want to hurt anymore. I just want all the pain and depression to go away. I'm sick of everything, the "friends" and people in my life. It seems like everything would be better off if I wasn't here. I'm scared, in ways I want to go on but I don't want to put up with all the crap. In other ways it would be sooo much easier for me to just go and do it. I'm not tonight, but maybe soon enough I will. I tried once, but then a friend came into my mind and I knew I couldn't do it, just cuz he said no don't please I would just die too if you did and I know this guy would be really missed and I never wanted that to happen to him. But..now it doesn't seem like any of that matters. I REALLY don't know what to do.. most people would say don't do it.. but tell me.. how do you deal with everything and everyone :(? I need help.. I just want everything to be good..if I went i could be with God in a much better place.
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