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I've been clinically depressed since i was 7 years old. that's almost 8 years now that i've been this way. it's a genetic disorder, passed down to me from my parents. i can't remember a day that i wasn't depressed, don't remember what it's like to lead a normal life without the depression and paranoia following me. i would give ANYTHING to be that little 7 year old girl, to be a regular person with regular emotions. but i can't. i'll never be that girl again, and i have to accept it. people think that their lives are horrible just because there's a guy at school that's not interested in them, or because they're no longer popular. maybe their parents are filing for divorce, or their best friend just found out she was pregnant. these people that think their lives are so awful need a reality check. no matter how bad they think their lives are, they can ALWAYS get worse. i'm no exception to this. one of the only things that keeps me sane is remembering that there are other people out there that have it worse than i do, other people that have the strength to carry on. and i want to be like them. before you consider suicide, think about it. is your life the absolute worst it can possibly get? no. does your father come home drunk, beat, and rape you every night? did your mother die when you were five? was your sister murdered by her abusive boyfriend? are you homeless, roaming around, begging for scraps of food to keep you alive? i doubt that ANY of you, myself included, have it this bad. So before you decide your life isn't worth living, and you want to kill yourself just to end it all, think of other people. think of how much you'll hurt those who love you by killing yourself. i guarantee there is at least ONE person out there that loves each and every one of you. even if you may not realize they exist. think of all the good you could do by staying here, by helping those who have it worse than you. use your experiences to do good for other people. you kill yourself, you give up. suicide is weakness, the easy way out when so many others suffer through worse than you, but don't give up. so before you decide to do anything drastic, think about it. and get a grip on reality. it's not as bad as it could be.
if you'd like to talk to me further about this,
email me: brokenmirror65hotmail.com
or
aim me: broken mirror 65
with all my love,
ashley
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