11 What i have learned from being in love by bethanyxxx
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I liked this boy,for years and years and knew him as my mum and his mum are friends. We used to play together when we were yonger,he is 3years older than me.I am 14 and he is now 17.It happened near new year time in 2003(its 2004 now)
The boy came to my house n i fancied him,he isnt overlly good looking but he had a hold on me.
We were sitting in a room together,my parents n friends were in the next room. We kissed and it was my first kiss and i loved it.I kept leaning on him and we did things. I didnt mind as i had a crush on him.We did things,s.e.xual things and it was my first experience of this sort of thing(i was 13 and he was 16.) After i wanted to ask if we could go out but i didnt have the corrage, sounds stupid, i wasnt shy about him touching my body but too shy to talk. We had little conversations but thats it.
I have told friends n i told even close friends i dont still like him but i do and i cant help it. I fancy this boy, Rob but i cant get off this boy and i sit and think about nearly every nite. It meant something...well it meant alot to me and i dont no what it meant to him, Mayb i was just a little christmas present, he used and through away wen i was no longer usful. I jus dont no.
My point is that, dont let a boy mess u around and dont put urself out for lots of people.(i didnt go around with everyone but...) if u do,u mite get hooked on a boy and they jus think it is a 1 night stand and move on while ur still dwelling onto the past. Dont be like me. Make the right choices and choose wisely. I jus hope i will see the boy again wen i am older, i have had opertunites to go to his house with my mum but i dont want to go.Im too shy to c him n no wat we did n him just look at me n go bac to not talking again like we used to. B4 it happend i used to go into his room,with permission by his mum,n play on the playstation n wen he cum in i used to run out n b really shy.
the memories from wen we were yonge,like 5 then he thought he was a rude boy so we stopped talking for years and years,we did things now its gona b da same,he thinks he is a rude boy n im left on the gidelines,not in the actual lines of his life.
I love him,i love him sooo much.
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