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1 and only... guy
Rating: G
Quality: (Quality: Unrated)
hi my name is tasha and when i was in grade 4 i moved into a survey, i met a boy and his name was dan, him and his frend both liked me, i chose him over the other guy, me and him went out for about 5 months, i never knew that i could feel how i felt for him at such a young age. we were together every single day, even at night time when my parents made me go in, he would come and stand outside of my window and we would talk, for my birthday he bought me soo many things, he got me an nsync cd and so much more, then he broke up with me, both of us knew that it was a mistake. all night and day i would listen to nsync 'this i promise you' and i would cry and cry and cry, for weeks, i wudnt talk to nobody, then after a while he started asking me out and i just didnt feel like i was ready to go back out with him, he bought me roses and after a while of trying, i didnt feel the same for him, then we went out on and off until grade the end of grade 6, even though i did go out with other ppl, it just didnt feel the same so i ended up breaking up with the guy because i was still so in love with him, then i moved, and then he called me, i used to not even care and try to ignore his fone calls but then once on msn, i saw his name as 'i love shelly' honestly then and there i felt my heart just rip in two, then he started calling me again and as he called i felt my feeling for him return, i found out hes been going out with shelly for a while now, well he dumped her and went out with me, it was the happiest day of my life then ... he broke up with me again saying that he was in love with shelly, he made up some bullshit bout him having feelings for me but he didnt and i knew that he didnt but i just couldnt help myself from feeling the way i do i wanted to believe him but i just cant because i feel like im going to get hurt in the words he says because their just so sweet, even tho now im going to grade 9 and its been four years, i cant stop thinking about him, i cant stop rememberin the times when we were so little and happy together, when we could tell each other anything, wen everytime we were together i felt so safe and how i just .... couldnt live without him, now hes going out with shelly stil and i cant do nothin about it, i wish i cud but i gotta wait and see what happens because i kno that in 4 more years, its going to grow over me more then it is now, everytime i try to ignore him, everytime i try to forget bout him, i have the feeling that im about to loose something so precious to me, and i feel like im going to just somehow come back to these feelings about him sooner or later. were good frends but i wish we could be more, maybe some day, maybe some time, we will be how we were when we were in grade 4 and maybe some day, we can talk to each other like we used, to get those little butterflies when we saw each other, maybe some day ... he will love me ... the way i love him
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