1 A Ask Aunt Steph...
Rating: PG-13
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I didn't really realise I fancied him until he paid me a bit of attention. Me and him used to pass notes in class and I used to sit behind him in science. He was a bit of a class clown and was being sent out of lessons especially in Geography. Well as it came to the last weeks in school he had written in my leavers book that he used to fancy me and it became obvious that he still did. I got a photo of him when I cheekily asked for one he gave it to me and I have stuck that to his page. On the last day of school we all dressed up really smart and we were wearing suits. I did get hot and underneath my jacket was my sexy black top I suppose I did it to impress him and thinking about him in that suit made me a bit flushed. I walked over to him and asked for a photograph with him and he said yeah and he even gave the girl who took the photo his camera to get the same picture. I still have that picture and wanted to frame it but things change don't they. I told my friends I fancied him when I was drunk at the leavers party. They all were telling me to tell him. It was getting towards the end of the exam period and I was never going to be able to see him out of school properly. One day after an exam he smiled at me a really cheeky 'I fancy you' one and an 'I hope you did well' that was when I complimented his blue hair. The last day of exams I was planning on telling him and I think I annoyed my friends walking up to school. They just told me to be myself and try and talk to him after the exam. I did get him to come over and look at the photo of me and him but I chickened out telling him and he seemed nervous and had to run back to his mates. I was so annoyed that I didn't tell him how I felt. BUT the day after I chatted to him on msn and confessed my feelings for him. That was a huge relief. He even told me how he felt about me that he felt the same. He asked me to meet him the next day and I was so happy about it. We had quite a fun day even though he met his mates how about a coincidence and I didn't enjoy him sitting there getting high but I didn't feel like trying it. I was really pleased when we finally got the last hour together and I even kissed him. I was kidding myself that we would actually get together. He walked me to my bus stop and waited there until I got on. The next day I got on the computer thinking he would probably be online. To my surprise I had one new email sent at 7:10 am and I thought it was dead sweet how he apologised he wouldn't be able to see me even though we didn't plan to see each other. He told me that he was away for the weekend and that I wouldn't be able to see him until monday. So I had the longest weekend ever and by monday he found me online and dropped me the bad news. He wanted to wait a bit and so he could get his life sorted out and I was really confused about it all and you know Steph I was very understanding. He means the world to me and I would wait as long as possible. But I did something stupid, I tried to move on too quickly and the guy I met it all ended in disaster. Why on earth would a guy say I'm too far up my own arse? I wish that I could make it past the first date but it seems impossile for me. I'm just being myself. Anyways I quickly got over the newer guy in fact went a couple of weeks without any guys in my life which I do think is great. But I saw Steven online the other day and we had a chat and yes it was quite an awkward one but he wants to remain friends and he said we should meet up in a few weeks time which was partly my idea of unfinished business we needed to talk but I felt online was not the answer. Well the other night I went out with my cousin and my friend Faye and guess who we bumped into. We barely spoke to each other there was an atmosphere. I really hated my cousin for asking him out for me because that was so inappropriate. He said absolutely nothing and he had hinted he was going to get high with his friend. When they left he kept looking back and I am so sure he still likes me. I then realised my heart was beating so fast and I didn't want him to go but I'm sure it was a sign seeing him that day. I casually dropped it into the conversation "oh my gosh I cant believe I just bumped into the guy I kissed a few weeks ago" and they were so shocked at me. I am sure I told my cousin but she says I didn't but I hadn't seen Faye since we left for the exams and I had to tell her. I said it was a brief fling Steph but I want more. I really really fancy him and I don't know what to do. Should I wait to see if anything happens again or should I move on? I feel really guilty for saying horribe things abut him he is so sweet. I can't stop thinking about him I was just hiding my feelings but I really like him still.
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