DA BEST JOKE EVA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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It all really started in yr 7 there was this lad dan (not his real name) that i had to sit next to in most of my lessons so we became really good friends and we got on so well it was great. we'd have such a laugh every lesson and it was a perfect friendship untill i started hanging round with a girl called tiff(not her real name) and we got on well in yr 8 and she slept at my house and i slept at her house and we were the bestest friends sure we had out ups and downs but hu dosnt we feel out a few times but nothing big and we always were friends in the end anyway one night i slept at her house and i told her that i liked this lad that id know since 7(dan) and i want her to tell him for me BIG mistake she rang him and told him how i felt and it was fine i wasnt bothered that he didnt want to go out wit me but then tiff wanted to meet him so i let her and they got on 2 even BIGGER mistake she was always on the fone to him and on the internet talking to him and i got left out but 1 nite i was at her house and i asked him out again and he said yes it was great but tiff seemed really pissed at me and told me she liked him too which didnt bother me aslong as she didnt act on it but she did and she told him she loved him but i loved him to then one nite i was at home watching tv and my fone rang and it was tiff she told me that dan wanted to dump me and asked her to do it and she loved it that nite i cryed my eyes out i cudnt stop i really liked him then at school shed flirt wit him laugh at his joke and i became invisble we were still really good mates but she turned him in to a computition and she always got the better of me cuz she was the thin one she was the pretty one and i hated it. eventually i gave up and let her have him although he never actually went out wit her it really hurt me when i found out all the thing they both had been saying about me but i tryed to let it go and i did then i got him bak but only as a friend and it was fine but i started to like him well i never stopped likeing him not propally although if sum1 asked id say no but this time i really like him more now than ever before i was in love with him but in yr 10 he started goin out with this other girl lou(also not her real name) and they would hug and kiss rite in front of me at school and it really go to me. if this wasnt enough i have a really big issue with my weight and my apperance i hate the way i look and the way i feel. with all this goin on in my head i got really depressed id cry myself to sleep and i wudnt eat for weeks on end i just want to be perfect for him but never was then i became suicidal i kept thinking well why be here if im not going to be happy and im never goin to be truely happy id sumtimes sit in school and think about killing myself that nite i cudnt concentrate in school making me more depressd.i told him that i had these sort of thoughts and he said hed always be dere for me if i need him but that never happened.it got so bad i even thought of suicide notes but i thought to myself i have to get ova this and i have i started goin to a youth club which was a big thing for me as i have no confidence at all dan goes to it but this gives me a sence of achiement i feel now i can be around him and im not bothered by him. i still have my moments with my weight and stuff but ive learned to take everyday as it comes and i am hu i am and no1 will change me so if you ever get to a point of desspreation just think of your family or even friends or just think about the future because however bad it gets it will allways turn around
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