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ever since i was maybe 10 or 11, my brother has been molesting me, and im now turning 14 no one knows how scared i am, petrified, of him  i write poems to let out my anger and guilt and pain and shame.. this is the biggest secret ive kept yet, and people say "o yea i know wut your going through" but they have no clue  and they think i'll be okay, when really, i wont be, i will NEVER be okay, this isnt something that will jus go away over night, its not sumthing you can forgive and forget.. i told 2 people that i hold dear to me my secret, one is my best friend, and the other, well, used to be my best friend, dont get me wrong, i still love him and want him to be my best friend, but he hates me, long story bout that, i lied to him, and he felt so betrayed he didnt want to speak to me, and i cant forgive myself for that either, just like i cant forgive myself for letting my perverted brother do those things to me, but i did, i feel so shamed and guilty and i hate myself and i hate him , and my parents, have occasionally hit me, not as often, but i could never tell them what my brother does to me, ever, and i dont know wut to do, can somebody plz help me? i wanna talk to someone about it but i feel i cant.. plz..like my best friends song "come to my rescue"

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