1 1 1 A cOuPlE oF pOeMs By AsHlEy1 1 1
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I always have, I always will,
So if you love me as much as you say,
Show me you care in every way,
Tell me that you love me,
And hold me when I cry,
Talk to me when I'm down,
Stay with me when I say I don't want anyone around,
Make me smile when I am sad,
Calm me down when I am mad,
Hold me together when I am weak,
Show me the happiness that I seek,
Kiss my lips,
Play with my hair,
And let me know you'll always be there,
I'll love you forever, until the day of my death
I'll say "I love you" with my very last breath
So grasp the moments we have together
And when you say "I love you" promise it'll be forever
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I feel like everyone looks down on me
The pain and sorrow I hide-so others can't see
I wear a smile to hide the tears deep within my soul
The way i really feel-noone will ever know
The thoughts in the back of my head
The tears that stream down my face-when i think of whats been said
I cry when noone else is around
I wish for the peace I have not yet found
I have to be strong when others are near
I cannot show them I'm weak-and that I too have fears
Pain fills my heart-I don't know where it ends
I don't know where it starts
The sun never shines on my day
Only darkness comes my way
I might say I'm sad-or even depressed
I try and try-but I can never give my best
I'm unloved-unwanted-and sick in the head
who knows-maybe tomorrow I'll be dead
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You've stripped me of my sanity-and broken my heart in two
I wake up at night screaming-and its all because of you
I conquered my worst fear-and let another person near
I no longer have you by my side-and in my heart-a part of me died
You made me feel like I did something wrong
I look deep in your eyes-hoping to see
A part of you that was still in love with me
But nothing was there-not a single tear-not a single care
I didn't understand-and I tried to be strong
I tried to look at you happily and be like "So long"
But instead I cry myself to sleep at night
Trying to convince myself its all going to be allright
I wish this would all be over-I wish it were untrue
But no matter how far away you seem
I'll always be in love with you
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If I can't have you-noone will
Lay on the bed-its time for the kill
Every thing was a lie-"why, why, tell me why"
No need in screaming-its time to die
You chose your path without me
You drove me crazy-cant you see?
They say its better to have love and lost than never love at all
But sometimes love is our greatest fall
I can still feel your touch upon my skin
Oh, God forgive me for I have sinned
Scenes of my life flash before my eyes
No love in my heart-nothing but your lies
Hatred fills my heart-I loved you from the start
But now I see your eyes opened with fear
You never cared til now-you was never near
Its time to die-I say good bye-I slit my wrists-kiss your lips
then my soul watches the blood drip from my finger-tips
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Forever in darkness-crying into the night
Thoughts of dying-losing the fight
Everything is against you-no matter what you do
Looking into the sky-asking God why
Thoughts racing in your mind
You hope that peace you will someday find
You wish you could hear the angels singing
But instead Satan's demons are lingering
Ever so near-death awaits
You can hear the Devil whisper "Come with me" In your ear
You grasp on for life-the pain is like a knife
Life is no longer on your side
You show everything you tried to hide
Falling into the deepest pits of hell
When will peace come? Not a single soul can tell
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