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From the outside, one might see that my life is pretty good. I have an ok job as the head manager at a furniture store, Web Designer at the same company, drive a decent car, Have a beautiful Girlfriend. Hold Two black belts in two different styles of Martial arts,  a Certified Personal Trainer. However, not all things are as they seem.

    I have been trying to end my life for a while now.....actually since I was 14 years old. I am 26 now. 12 Years of torment and grief. I think maybe I am too chicken to take my own life. Most of the time I just wish that I would walk into a gas station that is getting robbed and get shot. I want someone to do the work for me. Somebody take my life so I don't have to. Either way, something is going to happen. I just cant take it anymore. My Girlfriend isnt ready for us to move in together and when I am with her, that is the only time I feel worthwhile. I wish That we would move in together already.
    I have been unlucky since the day I was born. My Mother left when I was one year old. And so much other stuff has happened to me and It is all just piling up so much that I am about ready to explode. I am under constant stress due to my job and personal life with my family and other situations. I just cant take it much more. Does anyone have a knife or a gun, if so, Please kill me.

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