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I would cut myself
It seems my life is an uncontroling tide
I see people for my "condition"
A mental illness which I clearly hate
All in all what sucks is depression
Love is something I can't seem to find
Every guy I've had
Always had a way to lie
In seventh grade
First year of a new school
My luck, quickly, seemed to fade
I had a boyfriend, whom I loved
It was crazy
Cuz he was the only thing I would think of
But He turn his way
Even though I said 'no'
Sexually abusement seems to make his day
I finally broke it off
With a confused mind, a broken heart
And whatever rhymes with off
Then grade eight came
It sucked so bad
I thought it was a game
I turn that guy's sorry a in
For what he did he should pay
For his dark fuced up sin
I do not hate him
I just hate what he did
All I wish to do in shove him in a smelly old bin
Then along came "Eminem"
He seemed sweet
May be he was different from all of them
But sadly no
He was the same as always
I wish I would of known
Before we had sex
And before I lost control
I should of been the one writing my life instead of the one who checks
He left me
And I'm glad
Not I single tear came from these eyes, as you can see
My family is almost broke
I hardly have enough clothles to make it through a week
Getting a headach from trying to think of a word to go with broke
I've been getting harrasst ever since kindergarden
From name calling to the end of the book
Because of big risks I took
I'm sorry I wasted your time with my pathetic life
But somethings I wish in life did not happen
Like suicide attemp and cutting knives
Yet I'm only foreteen almost fifteen
I still have many things I want to do
I'm sorry if I was ever mean
But my life ain't all that bad
It's pretty good
Sometimes, I just get mad
There's always a chance for new beginnings
And I think high school is calling
Hey there.My name is Jackie and it means a lot that you read my poem. Thank you so much. If you ever want to talk or share something about you e-mail me at duct_taped_heart226yahoo.com
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