1 1 1 1 1 my story..
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ive liked this guy for a year and we dated nd broke up (his choice not mine) and well..heres my story..
it was caseys birthday party..june 25 2004 and thats when i first met him..eric..he was rele cute brown eyes blond hair kinda shy looking..he came up to me nd said hi and shit nd then i realised it was love at first sight..the next day was lettie's birthday party and he was there. we played spin the bottle nd i got to kiss him it was great...we went in the closet too...but he was too stiff to do anything so we held hands and talked (lame but rele cute) i realised then that i loved him soo much more then anyone ever before..as time went on my love for him grew. one day we went to the movies with a bunch of people to see white chicks he kept throwing popcorn at me it was kinda fun =) but then i heard someone say that he was guna ask olivia out nd they were right..i mean..what a way to let my hopes down..flirting like crazy and then he goes for someone else? i was rele hurt...cried all the time..it wasnt fun...but then the two lovers broke up and i tried hard to get him to like me...in august it was rachels birthday party..pool party..eric was there too..he kept giving me wet hugs nd sht nd we talked nd had fun but still nothing happend..i liked this kid soo much i dont care what anyone says..he is a year younger then me..so what..im in love with him and i cant stop...in september it was brittys party (yahh lots of partyz lol) i heard my best friend liked eric too and ergg that made me rele sad nd mad but he didnt like her so i was kool with it.. then october came..october 29 2004 the best day of my life..after the whole summer wasted on crying and being sad eric asked me out..i dont think i have ever been soo happy..but this feeling didnt last..on november 10 about 12 days later i get an email saying we should be friends nd that it wasnt meant to be...i didnt wanna be just yur friend eric..i wanted to be with you forever...there was no fight no reason to break up with me..but he did and i was sooo sad..i guess it was because i was 13 and didnt rele have experience with getting my heart broken..i only dated 2 other guys before that and i dumped them both times...so i didnt know how to react..i was soo hurt..i cut myself cryed everynight for a week didnt get anysleep man it sucked...about 2 weeks later..eric asked out an ugly girl named lauren....i uno why but he seemed happy nd even tho it killed me to think of him not being with me..i tried to move on...and i thought i did when i met jake we dated over the winter holiday but he cheated on me nd slept with his ex nd dumped me on my bday ..dec. 26 right after christmas..this only made me realise that jake was like a detour bcuz i didnt cry half as much as i did when eric hurt me even tho jake should have hurt me way more..he only made me realise how much i still loved eric...sooner or later lauren and eric broke up and i was happy again .. if you can call that happy...still extremly sad cuz he wont like me again..anyway...a few months went by and the new semester started..new people in new classes...on the first day i saw mike nd i thought maybe he can help me get over eric..he was alright looking and turns out he thought i was good looking and nice..so after a week we dated made out at semi formal nd had fun...but even tho i had an amazing bf...eric got a new gf..olivia..again..and i cryed again on our one month, march 14 (he asked me out on valintines day) he dumped me bcuz he was moving back to nova scotia...THANK GOD i realised how ugly nd retarded he was...nd i still wasnt over eric...months nd months went by..me going to dolphin at lunch to see him sometimes..thinking about him every second of my life and everything reminding me of him..it sucked...june came nd he asked out my friend kyla nd that hurt a lot i mean we were best friends..w.e then it was kendras turn..a grade 7..eww stupid lucky s.l.u.t..but they only lasted like a week or sumthin..anyways..its now august 7 2005 and im still completely in love with him..he has a new gf nicole...=( im almost 15 people say i dont know what love is..but i feel like i do...i like him soo much i love everything about him all the little things he does...everything..like i look back on every other guy ive liked nd i feel completely different about eric..so much better i love him so much more...nothing compares to my feelings towards him .. last night i told him everything..i wanna know if it was a good idea..i love him so much...can anyone help me...please..im so in love with him and no he knows it..he has a gf..but i wish it were me..my lifes a mess without him HELP
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