1 a |Last thing on my mind|
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take these pills
take this rope
make a will
light a fire
let the flame burn
all around me
nowhere else now to turn
it's too late now
sorry means nothing
absolutely nothing
nothing is my everything..
it doesnt even hurt me
ya know, the cutting
i'm so angry. alone. sad.
my angel went off on wing
without me, she thought
yeah.. i'll be ok
let her do what she wants
it's her life she'll pay
not everybody is having it great
the happy faces are masks
covering the hate
sooner or later this girl will die
this girl being me, slicing away
living a life that was all a lie
see what i do when i cut like this
see how much deeper i can go
i put my life, my whole exsistance at risk
but hey who cares nobody will know
if i dont kill myself now then when will it be
the scars reminding me of how painful that night was
so i'll wear bangles, watches so no-one can see
they'll never question the cause
hated by most, never found out why
envied by one, never found out how
i dont look that horrid, do i?
im not the prettiest girl in the whole class
but they could have given me some respect
i didnt do anything, thats the thing
so whys this rope hanging round my neck?
because i hate them all
my best friend did suicide, why cant i
they tell you to spread your wings
let all hope of surviving go and just fly
for the sun.. reach out and grab the burning
flickering flames surrounding you till
you're so burnt you die of heart failure
the hospital cant save me now
not after the 56 paracetomols i took
they were double strength for more torture
lay the hay out around me in a circle
slit both wrists till they turn purple
another 56 pills swallowed up whole
and the rope next to me just incase i dont die, damnit
light up a match.. and place it on the hay
this, tonight, in my back yard is where i die today
go away maygen, your big sis just needs some air
i have to be alone, go back inside you might get burnt
you wont like that will you?
so go before you get hurt
'but britney i'm scared.. why is there so much fire?
was it me have i upset you you're taking this too far
if it was just over the playstation you can have a go
c'mon, we'll play the game in that car
remember? you said you liked it....
.....
......britney? brit? are you even listening?
stop coughing and pratting around, please jump out
please... pleasse'
go away maygen, look your friends are outside go play with them
i have to do something on my own
'what? AGAIN?'
yes i do you cheeky btch
'dont call me that.. omg.. why are there cuts on your wrists?
oh my god, put the knife down, please brit
calm it
i'm sorry, don't do this to me.. whats it over now?
is it your boyfriend again? tell me.. please
dont commit suicide
dont die'
i cant believe it, he said he'd love me,
he said he'd be kind
he said he'd never break my heart
and leave me behind..
so, before i die.. i just want you to know
maygen tell that sorry ass he let his flowers grow but
the reason im dead is because of him
not another love i just cant find..
you were the last thing on my mind.
this is another peom by me. i made it one night.. ohyeah, and stop adding me to msn.
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