1 A Note to Anyone Considering Suicide

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A couple of years ago, I used to have these same thoughts. I felt worthless, ugly, and empty. I was depressed about everything, friends, family, guys, and school, i guess it was life in general. I would come home from school and rant or cry about what people ( evil girls ) had said about me that day, or what grade I got from a teacher because she/he hated me, etc. I felt like my parents and the world was against me because I was a failure and couldnt reach their expectations. I honestly felt like there was no way out of this crappy life except for suicide. Sure, I had thought about it millions of times, many do, but there was one time where I really planned everything out. That afternoon, I turned on a show, and suicide was the topic. As I sat there and watched it, I felt like an idiot. I began to see that people did care about me. I felt so selfish and I went and told my mami everything, and we cried. She held me and told me she loved me and it was going to be ok. That night I prayed to God that He would help me thru my problems and never allow me to think those thoughts again, it's been 3 yrs, and I haven't. I go to a christian school now and I'm away from all the depression and lies. I never knew it would have such an impact on me because as much as I hated it, it was where I was comfortable and I couldn't give that up. But now I see that if I surround myself with positive things, I am alot happier.
  Now, I don't want any of you who are reading this to think im a Ms. Goody-2-Shoes or a snob, because I'm not. I know there are people out there who have it alot harder than I didand hev people who will not listen like my mom did me, and I understand. I may not know everything, but I'm willing to listen, and that's a start. I want to help you through this, and if you are willing, I'd like to help you find God. I won't force my beliefs down your throat becuase I dont think that is right, but if you are interested, I can help, and I have friends who can too. But before you do anything drastic, please remeber there are people out there that love you. No matter how much you think they don't, God made someone for eveyone, SOMEONE DOES LOVE YOU, never doubt that.
  If you are even pondering suicide don't hesitate to email me, I'm ready to listen when you are ready to talk.

Love,
Subbie (lol, its a nickname -i work at subway-)

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