I really care about my best friend
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About 8 months ago there was three of us. We were really close. One of the other two, was my best friend before too. And us three stayed close for about 3/4 months. And everything was good. But then one of the two(not the one who was my best friend before, the other one) really started to get on my nerves. And I started to hate her. She was just too into boys, an she didn't give a toss about school work. Everything she did got me annoyed. Slowly slowly me and her parted. And eventually we stopped talking to eachother. So then, me and my other best friend, the one who was my best friend since I started high school, became even closer to me. And she, in some ways started hating this other girl too. Then, me and my best friend did everything together. It was so fun. And that was for about 2 months-8/9 wks. I really enjoyed that. But then my best friend said something really mean to me. I was online talking to her, and she said: your not my best friend, your mean, selfish, self centered. And she also said that the other girl was her best friend, which made me really upset. I then told my cousins about this, and they started talking to her online(my best friend). That made things worse, because they started swearing at eachother. I wish I hadn't told my cousins in the first place now. This happened just over 6 wks ago. Then, i tried to sort it out by talking to her alone. But she didn't listen. She said she would only talk to me in front of everyone. And I didn't want everyone to find out what what going on. Then it was the easter holidays, and she started swearing at me online, and got her friends to aswell. So, i decided to write her a letter saying I was sorry, and that didn't go well. This is because with that letter and other letters I've given her(in the holidays because we couldn't keep in touch any other way) she showed to everyone. She spread rumours about me being a lesbian. When its not even true. And that just got me so upset, and so emabarrased. I'd get people that I didn't even know saying: are you a lesbian' to me. I told my head of year and it stopped for a while. That was just over 3 weeks ago. Then about a week and a half ago her and her friends started saying things to me again. They bullied me. So, 2 days ago I told my head of year again. And now they've stopped. I'm not so angry about the bullying, its just the fact that someone I was really close to can do something like that to me. And I miss her. The hardest thing is to have the one person you thought you could rely on, trust, put your faith in can change so much. And she has actually changed a lot too. She used to work quite hard before, now she just messes about. She gets home late. And its just not right. I hope that one day soon she'll start talking to me again. I hope she'll apologise to me and be nice to me. I know everything she's done to me is bad, but I'm still willing to forgive her.
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