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Pale December
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Everyone has something or someone they had to leave behind. Whether it is a regret from yesterday, or from years of pain-staking days, it grows with ages. But no matter how vivaciously, and spiritedly one pours herself into keeping what cannot be contained, it never is forgotten.
Time after time I find myself thinking of the past year. December was one of the most difficult months I have ever had to face. I found myself that month. A heart once cold, and icy began to steadily warm. Steadily warm, to him.
He inspired me to become who I am. Whether that is for better, or for the worse end of the spectrum, I now know who I am. But I don't owe him a thank-you for what he has done to me. Because even though I am grateful for him and what he's given me, I feel almost hatred toward him.
December, he took my heart, my love, and gave me his hand, and his faith. A cold brisk morning, and his eyes. Oh, his eyes. Dark as the shadows, mischievous, yet warm. The way he looked at me, such a larkish, insidious, frolicsome gaze. It burned into me that morning.
Devilishly beautiful, as if that was one to be toyed with. He was demonic in his individual way, but when captured in the net I so deftly had thrown over the beast, he was warm,tender, nearly trite toward me. His love spilled over me, causing me to because fervent. I devoted myself to him, oblivious to what I only could not see. Giving...Giving...Giving...
But he began to vanish, frigid. His words no longer flowed into my ear, sweet nothings ridden. The day I fell was the day my heart shattered. December, so artic, became pale. Such a Pale December.
Dedicated to Robert. I only wish he could read what he has done to me.
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