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Shi-gang
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i know this is long, but i am praying you will take the time to read this.
Last year my self-esteem hit rock bottom. I din't see any reason for living any more. The i remembered 2 people, Cathy and Jennah. I knew i had to pick up the broken peices of my life and get my act together, but nothing worked. sventh grade ended, adn me, Cathy and Jennah went our seperate wayz. I was back to being the depressed girl i was. Since my birthday was during the summer, alot of people were on vacation. Out of the 8 people i invited, only 2 showed up. Cathy, and another so called ' freind' Kayla.
Summer ended and the 8th grade started. While other students were full of hope, i was full of doubt. I hated the world, because i thought the world hated me. I was phsyced when i found out Jennah and Cathy were both in my homeroom. Thats when i met Stacey and Ashley. They were nice to me, always laughing at my stupid jokes, but i didn't think they were really my friends. I woke up every day for weeks, crying because i din't think i had any freinds.
I had dreams about suicide, wondering if i should go through with it. Then, Jessica moved here. She really helped me out, even though she didn't know it. I was sick the first 2 days she lived here, so i didnt know if she was snotty o not. But, like a true freind, Jennah introduced us. I tried not to show my low self esteem, but i think i did.
Thats wehn Jess formed the Shi-gang. It was the six of us, all 'freinds'. i figured i was just being an annoyance to them. Soon, i realized that maybe they really did like me. So i adopted a more positive outlook on life. Guyz, i am shocked you read this much for fun (no offence). it shows that maybe you do care. You saved me from dying way to young. I praise you for that. I know i get ticked of at the thought of other's joining our group, but thats cuz i didnt want my friends taken away from me .
Please send this back to me. It'll show me if you are a true friend or not. If not, delete this message.
Bye Shontelle, Shananay, Sheina, Shinell, and Shintell
Best buds 4 ever- Shineke
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