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Suicide from both sides
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the knife went deep
my arm bled
it didnt hurt
like my friend had said
the pain from inside
my aching mind
was gone for now
even if my arm was lined
my friends went crazy
i didnt understand
surely they should be happy?
and it was only a cut near the hand!
They tried to get me help
i hated them for that
if you dont want to be helped
they cant help you
but then my mate
told me she'd sliced her wrists
it hurt like crazy
as i clenched my fists
and hardened my jaw
ready to take on the world
and go to war
with my soul
i felt like it was all my fault
like it was me
she didnt want to be here anymore
without her life who was she?
every since that dreadful minute
i sit here and think
and wonder if she ever made it
and if shes coming back
and so i let my case rest
with these last and final words
remember that if you kill yourself
someone will always hurt
my friend just tried to commit suicide, i told her to ring the ambulance she did so and then went offline. I have no idea what is happening to her and am so scared coz if i lost her i wouldnt be able to cope - it was her that kept me alive when i tried suicide, i just hope ive repayed the favour. And now im going to go sit in my room, watching, waiting, and forever hoping. Amy this is for you, please survive i couldnt live without u.
love u now and 4ever
sam
x
and if anyone reading this ever needs to talk, email me @ inflammable_phoenix@hotmail.com
GL
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