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Hey everyone. I want to tell you people about what i go through so that maybe i can stop you from doing something that will hurt everyone in the future. i am 15. I have lived a very hard life. My older brother was always favored and he always got everything that he wanted. he was like an angel to my parents. then there was me who everyone hated. no friends, no family that cared, nobody to talk to about my problems. then my parents started to beat me. i was abused my whole life. when i was little my dad used to slap me as hard as he could. one time he punched me in the face and he gave me a bloody nose and a split lip. My mom is an alcoholic. she can get really bad. she also does drugs. she never cared about me at all. as i got older i started to learn about life and about other people. i made friends and i had people that i could trust. but i also started getting worse with my parents. i always thought about suicide. it was always in the back of my mind. i never thought that i would get so fed up with things that i would actually try it. from 6th grade through 8th grade i tried to kill myself. i found myself with knives and other sharp objects. then i got too carried away. i tried to hang myself. my mom found me hanging in my closet. i almost died. it just didnt feel right. not only was i hurting myself but i was hurting my friends. the people the care about me. i dont know where i would be without these people. my life has gotten worse since my freshman year. my parents got divorced, my mom started to beat me, my brother started to hit me. i started to run away from my problems. every time i got in a fight and got hit or beaten i would run away. then i would get arrested. that wasnt the way to go. i didnt consider myself to be that bad of a child. i have come to realize however that suicide is notthe answer. no matter how bad you say your life is im sure that there is one person out there that has it worse. i know that i didnt have it that bad but it was too much for me at one time. it took me years to realize that i was stupid. i was being dumb. just because things arent going your way doesnt mean that you have to die. the most important thing to remember is the people that care about you. where would you be without them. my best friend means the world to me. i would do anything for her. i love her so much. everytime i have a problem i go to her. she listens to me. she helps me. she is my everything. all you need n your life is a friend to talk to. or even a person that you dont know. someone to just vent to. trust me it makes you feel better. so im going to leave you with this...no matter who you are...people do care about you...i care about you...if you are thinking about suicide, think of all the people who care...dont hurt yourself...please...if you need to talk to someone then you can always come to me. just email me. please think about what i said. and to my friend...i love you
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