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Everything*was*going*wrong*until*u*helped*me**
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Hi. My name is Helan-May. I know, wut a retarded name. But i suppose it suits me i guess. I'm a very plain girl, red hair that never looks nice, freckles that never fade, pale skin that never tans. I'm not thin, but I'm not fat i suppose, yet i have pudge on my belly that never goes away. I'm not pretty, but not absolutely disgusting, but I wish i could be prettier, so maybe then people would notice me, and boys would like me. I am going into grade nine, at a school full of beautiful, popular rich kids. I feel like i dont belong. I have 3 brothers and a baby sister so i guess im kind of in the middle. My mom stays home, and my dad is always working. I have a few friends, no one really popular. My best friend is a girl named Marie. I love her, but she is like me quiet, and unnoticed. I want to be in the "incrowd". I wish i had the clothes. But i dont. I dress in overalls and faded jeans with a couple of old tshirts. Nothing special. I dont wear makeup, since i dont have any, or i would. Nothing pretty. I dont have designer lunch bags, or backpacks. Nothing wonderful. I dont live rite in the middle of the city, so i dont go 2 parties or the mall, or anything fun really. I live further out in the country and i stay outside pretty much helping around the house playing with my dog chester. Ive never really had a boyfriend. Im pretty plain actually. There is a boy who lives a few houses down that i think is rather cute and sweet, but i dont think he ever notices me. Im 14 and i still havent had my first kiss. I feel like a looser since some of the girls i no do all kinds of things with their boyfriends i dont even understand! I wish i was like them. I wish i new how to do those things. Once school started, i wasnt really noticed. I was shy, so i didnt really try to make friends or anything. I just kept to myself, and my few friends i had. It was kindof a sad year for me i guess. I didnt do 2 much, and school was hard. I heard alot about suicide. I thought, would anyone notice if i was gone? would anyone care? Would it really matter to anyone? I thought i could end all my pain, anger, sadness, and this horrible, Left-out feeling. So that night, i walked 2 miles to the drugstore and bought a big bottle of Tylenol, which i planned to take that night. I wrote a suicide letter, and i started walking home from the store. On my way i saw a girl crying beside her bike. I guess she fell off. She was pretty with Blonde hair and bright green eyes. I went up to her. " Oh my god, are you ok?" And i helped her up. "Sniff sniff, yes, thank you. I fell off my bike and i hurt my knee." "Come with me and ill fix it for you." "Gee, thanks." I took her with me back to the barn, and i still had the tylenol in my hand. I helped her knee and i made her feel better. That's when i noticed who th girl was. She was Carly Doubton. One of the most popular, prettiest girls at school. "hey,your Helan may rite?" I couldnt believe she knew my name! We began talking and it turned out she remember some of the excellent stories i wrote in english class. She was really nice and offered me her friendship. " Hey how bout u sleep over my house 2nite?" She asked me. I was overwhelmed! My first sleepover! I immediately said yes and i forgot about wanting to commit suicide. We became friends that summer, and we went shopping, and i decided to change my look, and make myself happier. I got my hair cut, and Carly gave me makeup, which i used and i felt great! All my self confidence returned. The next year at school, i went back with confidence and a new look, and i felt great for the first time ever! I began hanging out with a bunch of new people, but of course i still hung out with my beloved old friends. And plus, i got a boyfriend, Josh Turgson. And i got my first kiss. For the first time, things were goin rite, and all thanx to Carly. And for that bottle of tylenol? I flushed them down the toilet, and never looked back. I no times get hard and u feel like nothing will go rite, but give it a week, and things will blow over. Pleez dont hurt yourself, because i almost lost my life, but things do get better. Treat yourself rite, give yourself a makeover, anything, believe in yourself. Learn from my mistakes. Thank you!
*~Luv alwayz~*
**Helan-may**
PS~ Carly thanx for helping me!
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