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Thank God Im here 2day **
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It all started really in my first year of Junior High School (where I am today but in my second year). I was friends with the guys,and they were always nice to me i thought they were true friends but I guess not. We always hung out in our little group of friends the gurls and the guys and we would always do things together, until after me and my boyfriend broke up. He was one of the guys so he talked all of the other guys in to making fun of me. I found out two weeks after we had broken up, that he had only been going out with me because he had felt sorry for me and he had really liked my best friend for the whole 3 months we had been going out. We had shared so many good times together and he had told me he loved me, but he had said that the day before we broke up and the nasty stuff started coming in. Well at first everything screwed up but then returned back to normal. But it happened again when the guys started this marathon with trying to upset me and my friends. They called me names threw things at me tripped me in front of my other friends and embarassed me until i broke down and started crying. Then one day I finally couldn't take it anymore, so I went home and thought about how much they hated me and how they didnt want to see me ever again. So I took a bottle of pain tranquilizers (which i had left over from a recent injury) and half a bottle of tylenol. Then I waited to die. I went to sleep only to wake up 2 hours later puking until I was numb and couldnt move, I went to the hospital with my Mother when she realised what I had done. I stayed in the hospital for 3 weeks after that only to realise that I didn't want to die and that I didn't care much about what the 'guys' thought about me that they were only doing this to me because they knew I cared so much. To this day I thank God that I am still here on this Earth, and the guys still do make fun of me but they told me they were very sorry about the recent happening.... of my suicide attempt and upsetting me. I still haven't really forgiven them but I know that I shouldn't care what they think of me anymore and I can live my life the way I want to and be myself.
I just want all of you people to know that you shouldnt care about whether anyone likes u or not but who u love. Life isnt about who likes u and who doesnt its about trust and honesty. anyone who wants to talk to me or has any comments about my story please e-mail me at angeleyes021@hotmail.com just talk to me or anything. Anyone out there who is thinking about commiting suicide I suggest you think twice and talk to someone out there because life is just to precious to waste.
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