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plz read before u do nething toooo risky!*
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i know what its like to be thinking bout suicide... every one thinks i have a "perfect" life but not on the inside.... everyone sees me as someone but truly that someone is a fake... and lil do they know that happy prepy girl is a very depressed girl who had very many problems and when i get mad i get mad and i cannot help that b/c all my anger from everything comes out and maybe that is y i cannot stand ppl who try to make others laugh by saying something rude bout others. Dont get me wrong or nething but i have a lot of friends and good ones too but there r those ppl who can just say 1 word and burst ur "bubble" and it seems so hard for ppl to comprehend why i cut myself and y i am always upset... personaly i cant even answer a correct answer. There was once a fad at our school were ppl would erase there skin it's like burning urself and it scabs and leaves a scare.. i got into this one just like cutting myself i have 12 scares on the top of my hand that now i am going to have to live with for the rest of my life whenever it ends. i have tried to kill my self twice i have held a knife to my stomach but i dont have "enough" guts after that i went to cutting and i was very unsuccessful... then i tried eraseing my wrist i went so deep there is a scare with and indent (sp?) i have been to the counslers twice and they didnt help. this year was the worst for me personaly i have been exposed to things i thought i never thought i would. nothing too bad but nothing i thought would ever happen with friends haveing eating disorders to watch ppl in every class have at least one earser scare or a cut mark. i thought my school was a good school and every1 was happy and none of my friends including myself would nEvEr do nething like this... but i was wrong... i have had ppl at my school try kill them sleves and usually all this all leads to some1 saying something that really offended them... but now it is summer and ppl are getting breaks from all that hetic life and now we have all had time to think and maybe now we have a figured out that there is more to our life than is being dead.. i mean come on how can u think about something if u have ur WhOlE high school year of ahead of u? now that i think suicide isnt the way out!~ plz consider somethings and think before u do nething tooo dumb... b/c now i have to live with scares for the rest of ur life!~*
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