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The bold and the beautiful**
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~~~***~~For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son and whoever shall believe in him, shall not parish but will have everlasting life~~**~~John~3:16
Are you afraid of what the futre holds for you?
Do you cry to yourself everynight thinking..."It is just hopeless"?
Do you think of dying and just ending your life right there and right then? Well let me tell you a story about a girl I knew.
There was this girl I knew, everybody thought she was the happiest girl and she just loved her life. She always smiled and was with her friends all the time not worrying about anything but having fun. She went to church made good grades played sports won things, was a cheerleader...but all that changed in the next year. She lacked going to church, her grades droped from A's to D's, she quit every sport she played, never won things and totally gave up cheerleading. She never smiled and wanted to be alone all the time. She often had mood swings and blamed things on others,lied,stealed,and cheated. She started making fun of others and backstabbed her friends and was an awful influence to young children.... Her life was not so perfect and she wasn't enjoying it...everybody started to notice this throughout the year. One night while she was at her house while her 3 friends were gettin ready for a ballgame she was crying and walked into the bathroom and shut the door behind her. She looked her herself in the mirror and shook her head yes. then she grabbed her cheerleading hair ribbon and tied it tightly around her neck to where it would cut off her breathing circulation. She stood there still looking in the mirror watching herself being torchured. Finally while she stood there about 3 minuets falling to the ground..she crawled out of the bathroom(unbelievably) and walked into her bedroom where one of her friends were. She managed to stand up and let out a scream for help that she needed sissors to cut the ribbon so she could breath. Her friend found some sissors and cut the ribbon and the girl fell to the ground crying. The two other friends came running in the room and knew automatically what happened without even asking......the girl had tried to kill herself. The girls parents were out of town for the rest of the week along with her siblings, so she was stayin with her grandmother.
This happened in early January and now it is August....the girl is now helping other people fight through their depression. The girl was me. I know what you are going through and it is really scary...I used to want to die but after my suicide attempt I felt better...just when I thought nobody loved me....even if nobody did I now know "God" loves me...and he loves everyone of you all that read this too....it dosent matter how tall or short you are,or if you are fat or skinny white or black..it dosent matter....if god didn't love you then I can tell ya right now then why would he want to creat us if he did't love us?
God loves each and everyone of you and so do I. You look at magizines and you see all these celeberties with the perfect skin,hair,body,looks and you may get a little upset and wish you looked exactly like that but you are unique and have your own sense of fasion.....be happy with yourself..and if nobody likes you for your appearence then they're the one with the problem not you.....they need to like you for who you are.. if you are a good peson on the inside then you should love yourself, and not want to kill yourself....and if people make fun of you"trust me everybody gets made fun of no matter how beautiful or how popular they may be" If you think you are overweight then that an be fixed..however if you kill yourself and end up in hell that cannot be fixed....I'm not tryin to scare you but it's the truth. If you kill yourself you will goto hell...God created you and you are just saying you hate god by killing yourself..it's like destroying God's best creation put it that way.
However if you are not the beautifulest person on earth, then don't worry about it you could use makeup and fix yourself up...if you don't have the money then try getting a job....I know this sounds stupid but you wonder why most people are sittin on there butts without any money..is because they're too lazy to go out and get a job and earn the money. But that is not the point, if you think you are not pretty enough to live think again....EVERYBODY has a right to live no matter how hidious you may think you look. It's not on the outide that counts, it's whats on the inside.....You might have your goal on being a movie star,singer,dancer,model.etc...and you dont think you are pretty enough well think again.....Yes I know most movie stars are pretty but you know what? Like some of the movie stars have the most worst attitude and are soo self-concited and thats why they are so well unliked and I don't think they're pretty at all..I judge from the inside not the outside.
If your parents are fighting or you get abused then I know that is an issue..then go find someone you can talk to...if you are like me and you don't feel comfortable talking to people then go find help from a book,internet,magizne,hotline ect...one way you can deal with this is just to write all that bothers you on a piece of paper and try to find help on everything that bothers you....I haven't tried it but it's definatley worth a shot. If your parents abuse you then you need to goto a teacher or counslor and try to get your parents some help...yes I know that this is hard for you but you can't go all your life living by being abused. You are a good person and you are special and God loves you, you deserve a better life...no living in hell for the rest of your life is 10 times worse than what you are going through in this situation. You might have brusies and bumps,cuts,scratches,etc...but imagine jumping in a huge pit full of fire and staying in it for an eternity and never comming out ever again. You're buring,you can't breath,you hear terrible screams for help...and you don't know what to do..while if you believe in god and you are saved and you don't kill yourelf or ever murder then you will more than likely goto heaven. Heaven is the beautifulest place..(yeah i know ive never been there but the name just explains it all)its beautiful and everybody loves you up there. and oh yeah killing somebody is a sin and you will goto hell...you are killing someone..urself and dont say your a nobody cause you are a somebody.
If you are just depressed for no reason like I was then I could help you the most on this. Make a list of the good things about yourself....one right now I can tell you withouth even knowing anything about you......God loves you and would like you to live...."You could die for Jesus but, can you live for him??"Theres a challenge to take on......Try it...Try living. "Jesus died for us on the cross......but can we live for him in reality?" I know this is soo difficult I was just turning 13 when I was goin through this...actually when my depession first started I was only 11 years old...just a kid. It was very frightning. I am now 13 and My birthday was in December I just turned 13 when I tried to commit suicide....I still have years ahead of me.....and I need to accomplish all of my goals that I want to before I die...Always put god number one and you shall always be happy and do the right things......when you're in a tough sitchuation think to yourself "What would Jesus do?" then you'll do the right thing....always. Nothing is worth taking your life....if a friend dies and you somehow know they went to heaven and you are saved,believe in god and that jesus is the son of god then youll see your friend again. I know you will.
I hope this helped. If you need anymore help my email address is sweet_angel3640@hotmail.com, please email me if you want my help...I will help you.....I don't care if you're black or white,skinny or tall,beautiful or not.....I will be happy to help you....I love you and take care of your self........"Smile god loves you" Always keep god number one in your life also....
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