No one knows how it can feel,


    To be stared at as if you weren't real,


    To be alone,
    

    And to feel a cold shiver and your body turn to stone,
  
   
    Nothing new in this life of mine,
 
 
    All  hatred and pain did combine into a death simble...a sign,
 
 
    To hear the voice of someone new,


    To play a song of a sad color blue,

   
    To be so afarid and not know why,


    And stand alone while they think to try,

 
    What was the point of now and then,

 
    And die to let them think...what might have been,


    Wrist pouring a river of blood and pain,


    Driving it deeper to keep you sane,


    Begging for a little more,

  
   Something to hold on to at heavens door,



   They never knew how it felt to be cast away,


   Never asked to truly stay,


  So lying on my back and staring at the stars in the sky,

 

   I ask for the truth without a lie,


   To the ones who acted to care,


   And to the ones who are in deep despair,


   Never fear the truth of forever,


   Never rip the blade unless you tried to pass the blurr,always be for sure,


   Sorry it ended like this,Sorry they died with out the kiss,

 
   But to have no pain is just a simple bliss,


   And to start a trend is something that ciest to exist,

 
   It gets hard sometimes and there is nothing too clever,


  To say but how I am a survivor,


  And to this very day I can explain,


  I slit my wrist and felt the power of my life,


  But went through hell and felt the strife,


  But I could win with a bladed knife,

 
   And to the proclaimers I feel very depressed,


   Because sadly we could not save all the rest,

  

  To not know if it was day or night,


  And to wake up in a trembleing fright,


 
   I say beg of the truth...beg to live,


  Because death is something we cant forgive,

  

  If you ever need a helping hand,

 
  Call a friend and fight to stand,


  We all go through torture of peers,

   
  And we all keep in mind someone elses fears,

  
  But watch what you say to innocent people in the crowd,


  Because the put downs are heard very loud,



    I am a cheerleader, a lover, a daughter,


  
    But my soul all of them did slaughter,


  
    Just dont make the same mistake and ruin your body and mind,



     Just take a deep breathe and put it behind,



     Look to the stars for all your answers to your flaws,



     And grasp them tight to your soul with the soar of an eagles claw,


  
  And beg to our dear Lord and he will bless you with his grace,


  
  And take the fears away with a warm embrace,


  
  Just never give up in all you do,


  
  Because strength will always show through..bold and true.