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sucide. hard to talk about, huh? well i wanna talk bout it. itz hard for me to say nething, ive hidden it more inside than not. earlier this year i tried it. well sort of. listen to my story. there was just alot of shit going on in my life. and when i say alot i mean a ton, hell of alot, more than you'd think could happen to a 15 year old girl. but anyways i started cutting to make things better. sure it seemed like it was making things better...making me "forget" about all my problems (im sure some of u can relate) liek the pain would make me forget the things i was going thru. it was a release...well cutting is addicting, probably even more so than any alcohol or smokes or whatever else shit u do, and soon enough the little cuts werent just cutting it...so i got deeper...and i would forget, i could concentrate on the pain vs everything happenening. but one time i cut to deep...blood was gushing out, squirting...it scared me so bad. i called a close friend who had been thru it and he talked to me. helped me..i was screaming and crying and going hysterical..i had a towel full of blood. im very happy to say that that was the lsat time i ever cut myself. it was hard and i still have the urge sometimes but i jsut remember that blood soaked towel and the words my friend told me..."i love you, and so do so many other people. sure this is your chioce but I LOVE YOU and personally, if you did this i'd do this. so its your chioce. but remember...not only does this affect you but it affects me, your parents, your friends and neone who holds you dear...ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU" and they do love me...as yours love you. it was hard for me, i didnt see they're love. i didnt want to and i didnt. i only saw the bad..i was so sure they hated me..but guess waht htey didnt. i think god has saved me, so i could save others. DONT DO IT. take it from someone who knowz...ITZ NOT WORTH IT. and someone loves you...i lvoe you, even though i dont know you, i know what your going thru and i know itz hard..but get help..and dont take that way out...trust me. I LOVE YOU AND SO DO OTHER PEOPLE! ever heard the somebody poem? if not e-mail me. i'll send it to you, trust me, It'll make you feel special...cuz you are special. i dont even know u and i can say that...think of waht people who do know u can say?
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