1 desperate person dying without her best friend
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well what am i meant to say? im not sure but i know that i dont really see the point of living anymore. us..a boy and a girl.. we were so close, we were best friends.. we would stick up for each other all the time and even if our friends bagged us out, we would always stay true. People thought it was strange that we became such great friends, seeing as we went to different schools and the only times we saw each other was b4 and after school and occasionally on the weekends. But we loved each other, and we cared for each other like no other.
i gave you a piece of me, a piece of my heart. at first, you treasured it, kept it locked inside your heart. but after a while, it seemed to slip out. i dont know what brought this on, but whatever happened you let me down. you, my best friend, let me down so badly, i didnt want to live. you had no idea how much i loved you.
you have no idea how much i still love u. i miss you, i miss us. i have been in constant pain for 3 months. i have cried for u, thought of u constantly. i have been in so much pain, i have cut myself, starved myself, and done everything under the sun to try and get you back. i hurt myself because i feel that rush of adrenaline, the feeling i need to keep myself sane. i love you so much, and this is not a school girl crush, because i know that i dont love you and want u to be my boyfriend. i love u as my best friend. i miss talking to u, being with u, sharing feelings and experiences with you, i just miss altogether US. i want us to be friends again, be able to talk.
I am grateful tho, because lately, i have seen a bit of light in my future as we are once again becoming friends. it is NOTHING compared to the closeness we shared before, but i am hoping, wishing, living, on the hope that we will become great friends again.
Although you probably wont read this, i am hoping that u can save me, because if anything happened to you, i would die. i need you around me, and i was almost through with my life and willing to give everything up when you started to talk to me again. i love you more than ever, and this isnt just some crush, this is true love.
im dying without you, and i have nearly commit suicide many times as a result of not being friends with you. Through my eyes i watch the spurt of blood pour from my arm, and all i think about is you. not the pain, but you.
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