~*~*~*~*~*  Staind- Epiphany  *~*~*~*~*~ 

You're words to me are just a whisper
Your face is so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear

Because it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

So I speak to you in riddles
Because my words get in my way
I smoke the whole thing to my head
And feel it wash away
Because I can't take anymore of this
I want to come apart
And dig myself a little hole
Inside your precious heart

Because it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

I am nothing more then a little boy inside
That cries out for attention
Yet I always try to hide
Because I talk to you like children
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right thing 
If the right thing isn't feel.

Because it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said!!


~~~~That song is sooo totally what I feel-- Except for I am a girl, not a little boy.  I love this song!  It gets me through the hard times!!!~~~


       ~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Fade- By Staind *~*~*~*~*~*~*~

I try to breathe, 
Memries overtaking me
I try to face them but, 
The thought is too much to contain.

I only know that I can change,
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness 
That my life became cuz,

I just needed someone to talk to, 
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me to express how I felt, 
I just stuffed it down.  
Now I'm older and i feel like 
I should let some of this anger fade,
But it seems the surface
I am scratching 
Is the bed that I have made.

So where were you
When all this I was going through
You never took the time to ask me 
Just what you could do

I just needed someone to talk to, 
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me to express how I felt, 
I just stuffed it down.  
Now I'm older and i feel like 
I should let some of this anger fade,
But it seems the surface
I am scratching 
Is the bed that I have made.


~~~This is also another great song by him that totally relates to me.  Sometimes I think that these artists write these songs thinking of me!!!!!~~~