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Darae (a song I wrote for the crush I know I can never have)
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1. I never reached out to hold you. I never did understand just why I took opportunity and crushed it in my hands. Every time you came around, I felt so good inside. But when you went away, I blead deeper than before. I never knew you. I never really spoke to you at all. But I knew I needed you. But I knew I couldn't have you. That's why I'm blowin' myself away.
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Damn scared, afraid to know the truth. I let it kill me, I'll never be okay without you. Someone tell me why I can't get what I need? Why can't I be loved? Why has the Lord abandoned me?
2. Things have gotten better when I first came to where you are. If I hadn't moved along I'd would have done this much earlier than now. I never understood why I ould only have half of anything. Half popularity only hurts cause you feel you should have it all. Most your friends were my firends, but it wasn't enough. I should;ve had it all, but I guess I'm not that tough
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3. I tried to look at other chicks but I only wanted you. If only I could've held you, this I wouldn't do. My wrists are cold and bleeding, I'm dying much too slow. I may get scared and change my mind, and then this I'll have to go through all over again. So I it's time to get the gun. Up to my head, I'm good as . Nobody cares about me anyway. I really don't have anyone. I'm no loss to you, Darae.
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4. Love medicates the pain. Absence only cuts deeper. I'm so sick of not having you to heal me so I know I can't have anyone. Why should you care, you don't even know my name. To you I'm just a shadow, someone you pass by every day. My friends, what friends? Do I have true friends anyway? I don't know, don't wanna find out. It's time to blow myself away. I love you, Darae.
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