A letter not to be shown, Craig o
Inspirational
Rating: PG-13
Quality: (Quality: Unrated)
Should I write you this letter? I highly doubt it. However, to me it doesn't make a difference. I know what you'll say. "Oh hun, that's okay, I'm here for you, I love you, I would die without you." Then you'd go on about how much you love me, and how 'beautiful' I am, trying to make me feel better. Then you'll kiss me and think everything will be okay. Just by those few actions. I can hear your voice right now, "I'm sorry, why didn't you tell me." It's giving me unbelievable chills, I hate when you say stuff like that. I know you mean well, but it doesn't help. I don't expect you to do anything more either. You need to know that I'm depressed. I have been for exactly a year. I thought you would notice by now, after our 8 months of being together, I've tried telling you before, but it never went through to you. You always said the same thing, "I didn't, know you felt this way, I'm sorry..." etc. I just noticed this past New Years.
It all started at my last New Years party. I couldn't move because of my ski accident and mono. After that, I thought I was fat, and things went on from there. Then yesterday, at the party, I was so upset. I was sick again and it was a re-enactment of last year. Oh, and to make matters worse, you were flirting with Cori so badly! You always do, and even though I told you to please stop, you continue. If you are still attached to her, then just go for her. It's better for me that way. I mean, if you love your ex still, then don't let me keep you from holding you back.
~Anyway~ this whole note is about how I don't want you to tell me everything is okay, if you read it. I don't want you to say everything about me is perfect, I don't want to hear your normal lectures. All I want you to do is kiss me, love me, hold me, and more importantly, let me know you're there for me. You'll be with me when I need to cry, you'll stick by me with my problems, and most of all, when I'm smiling, try to smile back, even if you're thinking of this note. All I want, all I need is you. I'll take car of the rest.
Love,
Jen
*PS* If you read this, don't make a big deal of it. I almost don't want you to tell me you read it. Also, I don't want to hear the lectures I explained before, don't ask why I didn't tell you earlier or that you're sorry, don't be.
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