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Good bye****
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i put this on here once but i forgot totitle it!!! p.s. i changed some of the words
My life sucks
Im always choosing the wrong paths to go down
ive fell in love with all the wrong guys
I moved 700 miles away away from all my friends
I should have fought and stayed but i was too weak
Now im in a place where no one knows my name
They call me a witch because of what i believe in
I lost my boyfriend because he didnt want to have a long distance realationship
My mom dont understand what im going through
She wont listen when i tell her and she just says its part of being a teenager
maybe it is but i dont want to deal with it
i wish i could tell my dad but then he would et scared and send me to a phsycologist
so I will go to my room
I will turn off the lights and light a candle or two
I will turn up my music so they cant hear me scream
I take the knife in my hand look in the mirror
Then i pick up my phot album and look at my pictures so i remember them all
I whisper in the air hoping that one day you will hear my words
"it was no ones fault lets just leave it that way"
I say to wednesday my best friend "i love you thanks for being there for me"
I tell my mom "you didnt understand i dont blame you"
I say to my dad "i was your only real daughter dont feel at lose"
Isay to my siblings " i love you all im sorry for being such a pain i only yelled at you guys cuz i as the oldest"
I say to my love "I hope you find someone that can love you like i did"
then i get ready i can do it i tell myself
but before i do my mom yells up and tell me that my friend is on the phone.
"dont do it" she says like she means it "I love you and i cant fight it anymore just remember that its not your fault you were always there for me" those are my last words to her
i lay down the phone take the knife in my hand
i feel pround im finally fighting for what i want to do
i think one more time is this what i want to do
yes it is itll stop all the pain
so i take the knife and begin to slice
My room is getting cloudy my friends screams are beginning to fade
But wait i dont want to do this i want to stay a while longer
but its too late i see my blood all around me its fate i say
wait maybe i can scream for help
they cant hear me
i want to see my mom smile again i want to hear my dad say im proud of you i want to see my step sister go on her first date i want to see my brother play football i want to see me and my friend share our dorm room
i cant see no more my voice is scratchy
i must rest now
its my time to go but its the only thing i ver regret doing
Submitted by mama_ceta@webtv.net 57
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