|
A STORY
Rating:
Quality: (Quality: Unrated)
This is my story, i am courtenay and im 13 years old. My life is very confusing so i will not give u many details. I have thought about suicide imagined myself doing it many times even gotten the stuff to do it but i have never had the guts to go through with it. I have always thought of suicide but this is when things started to happend back in august i started to go out with a guy i didnt really likei thought what hell does it matter anyways im not going to be around much longer if i get any guts. It didnt really have a affect on me dating him it just caused me not to date for five months. I didnt really like him that much and i didnt trust him i didnt trust anyone, not my friends not my family not anyone in the entire world. One day for some reason i started talking to my long time crush and we were playing truth and he asked me if my bf and i were serious and then i thought what the hell i might as wel tell him so i told him i wanted to break up with him and he started to pressure me to do it which was ok, so we decided that he would go onto my msn and he would do it for me cuz i never would. The same day he admitted to me tht he was going to ask me out way back in september but then chickend out and then found out i was dating someone else. He asked me out the same day and i said yes. Things arent always all happy but its fine there is much more too come and i just think back and he is the person that stopped me from going any farther and whenever he says what would u do if i died i start bawling or when we are cuddling and i start to fall asleep and i open my eyes and the only person in the world i trust .......... the only thing now is can i tell him my fears? or what was going to happen to me
Submitted by queenie_cc13@hotmail.com 57
Print this forward
Rate this forward:
Bored.com
- Tons of fun stuff to do when you are bored.
MakeWebsites.com
- Free tools for creating your own website.
LifeBets.com
- Win a $100 prize by correctly predicting real life events.
Free Stuff For
Teens - Teen Freebies: video games, cd's, magazines, contests,
beauty products, posters, and more. Only lists free offers that
don't have minimum age requirements.
SearchCactus.com
- A search engine where you get money for each search that you do.
Must be at least 13 years old and a U.S. resident.
Adoptme.com
- Adopt a virtual pet.
Digitalfilms.com
- Make your own movie online for free
CheapFlowers.com
- Buy flowers online for $29.95 with no extra delivery charge or
other fees.
|
|
