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I don't know where to start. But I will begin with the day my brother died that made me feel like I should commit suicide. It was one sunny evening that my brother was playing with my cousin. They both were 12, when I was 10, when this happened. My brother was playing outside when he came in and complained about a headache. My mom just thought it was the heat and that he was playing too hard and just gave him a couple of asprin and told him to lay down for a while. So he did and he felt better. Later on he
went down the road to spend the night with my cousin. The next moring my Uncle came bardging through the door telling us to get up that there's something wrong with my brother. So we went down there and my brother was screaming at the top of his lungs. We were all panicing. Everyone in tears cuz we didn't know what was wrong. So we called an ambulance. They came about 10 mins later. The ambulance went to meet a helicopter and the helicopter took my brother to a children's hospital. Me still dizzy from what was going on, I didn't ride with my parents. My aunt came to pick me up and took me to get ice cream to calm me down but I was still panicking. Then was the time to come to drive up to the hospital. When I got there I asked my mom how my brother was. She started to cry and I knew that it was bad. So finally I went up to see him... He looked so bad. What had happened was a blood vessel popped by his brain and he had a cesiur. Midnight came, and then he died. We couldn't go home, it was too hard. So we stayed at my grandma's house for about 2 weeks. Then we went home. When I went back to school in the August, everyone felt sorry for me. But then the bully of the school kept making fun of me cuz of it and I just started to cry and cry and cry. That didn't help any. Who would be so mean of making fun of someone when their brother died? And then the boy I was going out with broke up with me when I needed him the most. That made me feel even worse. When I went home, I took about 5 ibprofins, 3 beidrills, and I started cutting my wrist. Everyone kept seeing my cuts and asks me what was goin on and I just told them it was my cat but they knew I was lying. Then came the time when Iwas about to kill myself. I was going to do it after that day in school, but my very best guy friend told the counsler at my school that I was cutting my wrist. So the counsler called me in and looked at my wrist. Then she called my mom. My mom started to cry right there. When we went home, my mom called my dad from work and when he came home, he was crying and he gave me a big hug. Then they took my up to a hospital where there is a counsler. We talked. She asked questions. One of them was have you ever thought of killing yourself? And I said yes. And I knew that it was hurting my mom and dad by the looks on their faces. So after that, my grandma had commin up cuz she was worried about me. So we went out to eat and after that, I was fine. Still depressed, but then I though about how my parents would have felt if I would have killed myself. How could have they have lived with 2 of theire children dead. That's my story. That was way back in 1999-2000. I have way gotten over the person who broke up with me. And that bully who made fun of me, he's not even popular compared to me. he's a stupid loser and I make fun of him all the time. I'm glad I didn't kill myself cuz now I'm in Jr. High now and I wouldn't have met all of the cute guys I would've today and all of my wonderful friends. Now that you have read my story, I hope you think twice about commiting suicide. In Loving Memory of Bryan Alan Addis 1987-1999.
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