l my life ive never really been loved*****

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Hey, i wrote this poem about how depressing it is 2 be alone, everyone says if someone loves you it helps, but sometimes it doesnt, cuz u dont no how 2 react, the night i wrote this i did try and overdose and did end up in hospital. so plz everyone read it and understand, dif. things help dif. people. and being loved didnt help me. if u have n e probs 2 do wid depressiona and need 2 tlk 2 sum 1, e-mail me or add me, im going throu it now, and i need sum1 who noes wot its like 2 tlk 2 aswell, so we can help each other. love y'all

All my life ive never been loved,
Ive been alone crying,
All my life nobodys cared,
Ive been alone diein.

A razor in my hand,
My wrist near my foot,
all this pain could be over,
In just one final cut.

Im sitting in my garden,
staring at the sky,
Thinking bout how one day,
I will finaly die.

the he came along,
as nice as nice could be,
It was a total suprise,
when he fell in love with me.

For a while i loved it,
Never a little bit sad,
he seems so nice,
not a little bit bad.

Im not used to this,
Its scaring me silly,
Im so used 2 sitting
Alone on my billy.

Its upseting me now,
Im as scared as scared can be,
no1 not no1,
has ever loved me.

i take it out on myself,
i dont no why,
now im starting to feel,
maybe i should die.

Im only gonna hurt him,
i dont no what to do.
I new i would hurt him.
so wot did i do?

I hurt him i did,
then we were both alone,
i was crying and dieing,
in my little black hole.

so now im sitting in my garden,
staring at the sky,
noing that now,
im going to die.


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