Best Friends Even In Death

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My best friend recently killed herself.  I wrote this in memory of her and to let her know how much i miss and care about her.  If only she had realized it sooner.



Why did you do this?
Why did you leave?
You swore to me you never would
How could you do this to me?
I thought you were the only one
The only one who cared.
But you left me just like the rest
To suffer here alone.
You knew what it was like
To lose someone you love.
And now I’ve lost you too
You’re watching from above.
You told me it was hard
And that you couldn’t take it.
But why didn’t you just call me?
Why’d you have to pull this?
I never thought I’d have to live without you
I just can’t take the pain.
Of knowing that you left me
It’s driving me insane.
You were all that kept me living
And now I don’t have you.
No one else can help me
I know what I must do.
I’m coming there to join you
I can still hear your voice.
I hear you laughing
And saying that you miss me.
I walk into the kitchen
And I pick up the knife.
The large, silver knife
That will help me end my life.
I slowly draw the blade
Across my soft and tender skin.
I see the blood begin to pour
And I feel my pain within.
I feel as if I’m not really there
Like I’m watching myself die.
I cut the other wrist
As I begin to cry.
I feel no physical pain
Just glee and pure bliss.
I should’ve done this sooner
I’m enjoying doing this.
My vision starts to cloud
As I fall to the floor.
Still holding the knife
As my mom walks in the door.
I see her standing there
And she begins to cry.
I regret her having to stand there
Stand and watch me die.
I can see your face now
And you call to me.
Was this it way it had to end?
Why did my mom have to see?
It’s getting hard to breathe now
All I see is blood.
And my mother sitting beside me
Saying “Steph what have you done?”
I tell her that I’m sorry
But that I’ll be okay.
That with you is where I should be
And I’m sorry I can’t stay.
I whisper “I love you” to my mom
And then I close my eyes.
If only life had been better
Without the pain and lies.
But now we’re together again
God it’s great to see you.
You have no idea
What kind of pain I went through.
But now both our lives have ended
Just like we said they should.
But no one really thought
They never thought we would.
At least we are together
To face this place together.
Just like we always said
And we’ll still be friends forever.


Never take your friends for granted.  You never know if you'll see them tomorrow. 






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