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Abuse:'(-Help!Please!)
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My life is getting worse every day. it all started this on day when my mom was working till 11 and so was my sister so i was all alone in my house with my step dad. he told me he wanted to do an experiment. it involved a spoon of sugar an alcohol drink and exercise(it didnt sound bad) so i said ok and he made me take the sugar (which tasted really funny) and then he made me drink the cooler but he made me drink it really fast so i did and he said it was suposed to make me pulse go really fast and make it easyer 2 do some exercise moves .......after a while i startewd to feel really wierd i didnt kno y i kno i wasnt drunk kuz i kno what that feels like then all of a sudden everything was black i must have past out i woke up and i couldnt move at all i was stiff as a bored but my step dad was doin stuff to me (sexual stuff) i was crying and he wasnt stoping then i pasted out again and for about like an hour this kinda stuff kept happinin and he wouldnt stop ...after that night i never told ne one exept my friend i made her promise never to tell ne one and she didnt ever since that day iv been doing really bad in school and i started doin drugs and doin alot of bad stuff then it happend again but this time i knew it was gonna happen and i still havent told anyone....a couple months ago i took a bottle of ibproven but i was just really sick ("REALLLLY sick )but i told my mom it was only a flu or something then again like about a 3 weeks ago i started cutting my self alot more than usuall and i finally slit my wrists but i couldnt go through with it so i ran and told my mom what i did there was blood every were and alll over our car(from rushing me to the hospital) i was in the hospital for about 4 days i have bangeges around my wrists now and ill probley have scars 4 life. i still havent told my mom y i did it even tho shes buggin me so much but u see the reason i dont wanna tell ne one is kuz my step dads a cop and no one will belive me and then ill lose the respect of my mom i think ..well i kno im gonna do something to my self again and this time i might not chicken out...im lost here ....i dont kno what 2 do ....someone help....please if u have ne suggestions please email me at jellybean_222@hotmail.com thank u 4 takeing time to read this jessica (14 years old)
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