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Well i'll start of with a little something explaining the guy that i am madly and truly in love with. i know most people think that someone at an age of 13 or 14 can not possibly know what true love is. but believe it or not, no matter how old you are, when you have found someone worth it. you do know what true love is!!
His name is Nick Dwyer. Hes 14 and lives in ontario. hes got brown ..kinda curly...reallie short hair with alot of blonde highlights. hes 5'9 and hes got dark brown eyes. Yes he has braces but he is the most amazing kisser in the whole entire world. Hes the sexiest man i have ever seen. i met him thru a friend. well it was his ex girlfriend and i only talked to him on msn and everything first. he liked me cause of my personality at first and i liked him cause of his personality. he was a lil nasty sometimes lol but i gotta give him credit for that since he isnt as bad as most guyz. he asked me out over the net (as stupid as that may sound but it's true) ..about a month later i finally got up the courage to meet him. i mean iv'e seen him before. well the back of him and he got a glimpse of me and that was it. so when i finally met him i was like whoa...I'M GOING OUT WITH THAT!!!!!!!!!....I was so impressed. he was the sexiest thing alive, i had never seen something as hot and cute and adorable and amazing as him. when i got home that night i went on msn and i asked him what he thought of me..lol..this is what he said " damn gurl...You made me hard"
Lol ...i told him what i thought of him and stuff and everything was all good!! so after that we went to see each other and spend time together everyday. from holding hands and hugging it led to kissing, making out, and feeling up. he would always hold my hips ..like i was too good to let go. i was more happier than ever. my life was perfect with him. three and a half months past by and we started having trouble. he told me that he cheated on me and i flipped out and everything like any gurl would and i ended up breaking up with him. all this was happening over the net and i started crying ..my whole world was falling apart and i was so scared. he then called me and started crying to me on the phone. the words he spoke kept everything together. he said "Melissa...Your the only gurl i love. your the only gurl i have ever truly loved. nothing in this world could ever tear me away from you. to lose you would end my life. your the reason why i wake up in the morning. your the reason i go to bed at night. your the reason i know how to feel pain. your the reason i know how to cry. your the reason i know how to be loved. and most of all ...your the reason i know how to love!!" when Nick spoke those words i swear to god i didnt stop smiling for days!!..Later on alot more stuff happened between us and we ended up goin out about 10 times...for like sometimes 2 dayz then we would break up then the next day he would ask me out again and with me loving him so much i would say yes again and again but after a while we ended up breaking up for good. two dayz before my birthday On october 16th 2001 was the last time i talked to him while being more then friends. I never thought i would smile again. i never thought i would stop crying. i never thought i would love again. but i did. i ended up loving him all over again. we remained friends. and everytime i talk to him ...untill this day...i smile ..and never stop, everytime i hear his voice i fall in love all over again...i love him more then i have ever. listening to music ...Love songs mostly..i cry because of how much i miss him. i cry because i miss the way he smiled at me . i cry because i miss the way he hugged me.i cry because i miss the way he kissed me. i cry because i miss the way he looked into my eyes and told me he loved me i cry because i miss the way he would hold me in his arms and softly whisper into me ear that he loves me. i cry because i miss the way he loved me. and most of all i cry because i'm not his anymore!! and hes NOT mine!!
My name is Melissa...I'm 13 years old.... and i KNOW what true love is. so to anyone who thinks that someone as young as me can not know what true love is then i hope you change your mind after reading this. It doesnt matter how old you are. love is something that someone can not deny. and hopefully no one will ever have to. It doesnt matter what other people think....if you love someone ..know that it is true!!
To anyone who took the time to read this....
I hope that one day...if you havent already..
you'll 2 find the one person who makes you feel this way.
It's a one in a life time feeling and it's awesome!!
When you love someone ....YOU'LL KNOW IT!!
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