Suicidal thoughts
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I feel so alone and so afraid
Like nothing has gone my way
I sit here wondering bout the days that gone by
As i sit here and cry
No one seems to care
Everyone just stares
I can't help it the way i feel
No one seems to see
The sadness that lays way beyond my smile
I feel so betrayed
I've lost site of what I'm living for
It isnt worth living no more
Nobody would even care if i were to die
And it feels like theres no one to talk to
No one seems to care
I don't know why im even here anymore
Is my life as worthless as they say
Am i really just a nobody
that doesn't even matter
Is this the right thing to do
I can't believe i'm even thinking about killing myself
There's gotta be another way out
There's gotta be a different solution
I can't even think anymore
Is it right
Or is it wrong
Will i go to heaven
Will i be forgiven
How will i ever know
I wanna end my life
I wanna end it now
Just to get it over with
Never have i felt such pain
Bearing into my soal
And all thats in me
Looking for a reason
Waiting for some one to save me
It's hopeless no one even cares bout me
Im sorry mom
For putting you through this
I'm sorry for everything that i have done
I do love you even if u may not feel the same
There just wasn't any other way
I'm sorry
I just wanted to say is i do love you i always have
And i'll miss you even if you don't miss me
I wonder how much longer before they find me here
Lying cold on the ground
No life within me
Left here to die
So this is it
No more goodbyes
Open your eyes
Its not just a dream
This is for real
if you don't believe
You will see
That i wasn't just joking around
So my last and final thoughts
I love you all and i'm sorry i just couldn't take it anymore
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