Never Have I Been So Lost

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Never have I been so lost before. I sit here and think. Think about the times I shared with my love. Think about the times that I once laughed out of pure happiness. Think about the many times that I’m left by myself…all alone. No one to help these thoughts coming in and out of my head. Should I? Should I now? Does anyone care about me? No one loves me. No one would care if I was gone…forever. They’d cry but eventually they would get over it. I’m shaking. I don’t know what to do. I think about the times that my parents actually cared about me, when they actually wanted to spend time with me. I’m left here alone…to think about my life. How’s it to end? When’s it to end? Why do I want it to end so much? Why are temporary problems so hard to deal with? Why can’t they just be simple ones and not life threatening ones? Why? I just want to know why? Why is life so freaking hard at times that I just can’t bare it? Why do these thoughts slip in and out of my head? Do I really want to die? Do I want to live? Should I live? Should I die? Would anyone care? Would they really truly care? I ask a lot of questions you see, because I am lost. And I need some direction. If anyone out there knows the answers to my questions help. Help me find a way. I know there aren’t any answers to these questions except death. Your whole life leads up to something. And that something is death. Death is final. You cant take it back. I should live, People want me alive. People love me. But I want to die. Never have I been so lost before.


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