An Outsider Looking In...
Rating: PG-13
Quality: (Quality: Unrated)
what more is there to do,
what more is there to cry,
what more is there to scream.
what more can i take with
all that has been said and done.
what i thought was a gentle touch
turned out to be a touch that now
i fear more than anything.
when i first met you never did i think we'd
fall inlove and never in a million years did i think
i'd ever be with you on the day i said "i do".
what i thought would be the happiest day
of my life turned out to be one of the saddest.
I look back on all the pictures sure i may have a smile
but its not the same smile. the smile i see is
one that was for show and tell.
when i look back i can't help but wonder
why am i smiling? i had no reason to smile.
what was suppose to be a special day turned
out to be just another oridnary day.
when i lay my head down to go to sleep
i ask myself the same questions over and over.
what became of me? why am i here when i could be there.
wow there a place i once knew,
a place that had hopes and dreams
that could come true. but now all of that
is no longer and can never happen.
i realize tht i can make all i speak of happen but something
or i should say someone keeps holding me back. but why is that?
is it so you don't want to see me succeed or is it so you can gloat and rub it in my face.
it's kind of sad that i speak of ou the way i do but the words i speak hurt me to say only because the words i speak are actually true. never did i think i could ever speak such harsh words but then again you spaek the same harsh words.
how can it be that when in the same room a hand is raised? never in a million years did i ever think or believe that many years later i'd be living the same nightmares i once lived so long ago?
like i said before and i'll say it again. what more is there to say, what more is there to do, what more is there to cry, and what more is there to scream?
again, what more is there? honestly i can't think of anything then again i'm lying alone in a room where i sense the ones that love and care for me are watching me fight for the very little life i have left inside.
so once more i ask this what more is there for me to do, what more is there for me to cry, what more is there for me to say, what more is there for me to scream expect for maybe one last thing
*~Goodbye*~....
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